Take a look into my life! The chapters are not that long. If a chapter is longer it usually means that I am sharing a story or that I put texts into it.
Please do not leave hate comments and please do not report me for sharing my life with you guys...
Okay, so I have a new idea. From now on, I will post weekly updates every Sunday.
That is mostly because it is difficult for me to find the time or motivation to write one of these parts. This doesn't mean I don't love y'all though <33
GUYS SOMETHING HAPPENED-
So in the Netherlands, there have been threats going around saying shit about a school shooting. Wait imma show you a pic. The translation is beneath this:
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So first of all, you have the big yellow text that says: 'Morgen aan de beurt' AKA 'Tomorrow's turn' Then beneath that there are 7 schools and there is also a text that says: 'pas op morgen (vrijdag 15 November) word er geschoten op all scholen die hier op staan' AKA 'Beware, tomorrow (Friday November 15th) there will be shooting at all the schools listed here'
That was the news! Luckily it didn't happen, and a boy was arrested.
Okay, so Claire got a girlfriend!! I might have already mentioned this though but still haha.
We are going to name the gf Skylar.
I like Skylar, she is nice. But the past few weeks I have been wanting to talk to Claire as we used to do. Making jokes and all that type of shit. But now she is either sick or with Skylar.
Abigail, Isla, and I talked about it. We all thought she was kind of leaving us. A few days later Claire asked me if she was leaving us behind a little. I lied. I told her everything was okay and fine but it was not.
Every time we speak it is either about Skylar or Skylar comes in and then she is super touchy. I am not even against lqbtqia+ and shit but it makes me so uncomfortable and I don't like it.
For the last three weeks, Claire has been sick half of the time, and now she is finally at school again and she left a whole break to make out or do something else with Skylar. It annoys me because she is in fact leaving us.
Now another topic. It was my birthday yesterday!
19-11-2024
It was shit though
I asked my parents if they could drive me to school because it was raining really hard and it was so cold and I didn't have a good jacket yet, and they didn't say anything about it. So I cycled to school, and because of the rain, my hair was so dull and static the rest of the day.
Anyway, I could set myself aside from that. It is not the worst.
In the morning I got a text from Isla, Abigail, Kayla, Anna, and Claire. But it didn't feel nice. All of them had to be reminded by Isla, and Isla only came online to answer a question from Abigail. Claire came online, said: 'HAPPY BIRTHDAT' and then texted a question about school ten seconds after. I am sorry but I like to feel appreciated on the day which is called my birthday!
I came to school and I sat down in maths class and I was really happy because I always sit next to Claire and behind us sit Pauline and Aaliyah. Claire comes in and says 'Hi' then sits down and doesn't talk to me for a straight ten minutes.
Aaliyah comes in late, says hi, and forgets it is my birthday, doesn't mention anything too.
Then I find out I have my mark back, and Aaliyah and Claire seem happy for me but then after Claire doesn't talk to me again for a while.
20 minutes into the lesson I told her that Max and Eva wanted me to talk to her because of a fight that happened recently. I will tell you guys after this. Claire suddenly gets mad and says they shouldn't use me as a messenger. Nothing much more happened.
Then after math, we had English and the teacher said: "Oh Aurora is it your birthday?" I nod and say yes and she tells me happy birthday. Then I hear Hunter sing: "Ha-" While clapping and he stops. That's it. In primary school, we used to sing. After English, we had a break and this is where everything fell.
Suddenly the whole group asked me about this fight. Everyone wanted to know what happened and Josie upset me the most. She didn't wish me a happy birthday, at least not that I can remember, and the only convos we had were about Max and Eva.
I want to explain the fight but everyone keeps talking and I become harsh and just state everything that happened. Then they keep asking things and Abigail says: "Guys leave her alone it's her birthday." Audrey got the memo and said "HAPPY BIRTHDAY" but apparently Josie and Aaliyah didn't. The rest of the break I was quiet.
In French, it was also not awesome. The teacher also found out it was my birthday and I nodded. Then Layla suddenly asks me. "Ben je jarig?" -> "Is it your birthday?" And I nod and instead of wishing me a happy birthday, she wants to sing with the class. The teacher nods and says they will at the end of the lesson, but they forgot. So they didn't sing.
The Dutch teacher was sick! And that is annoying because she is the one who would've reminded everyone it was my birthday! She puts it on the board.
And the whole day I was praying that Sebastian would come and wish me a happy birthday. He did so with Anna last week when it was her birthday. But he didn't. He totally did not.
And that makes me so confused! Because the dude literally walked straight past, behind, or next to me the whole day on fucking purpose. At least wish me a happy birthday! The guy walked past my seat so many times too like oh my days.
Anyway, after school, I was done with everyone and I just wanted to go home, so I did. I started cycling but my whole body was just hurting and it hurt to move and shit and everything was painful.
Max and Eva also haven't wished me a happy birthday because they left the gc because of that fight.
I got two presents already though! A bookcase from my parents and a cinema voucher from my sister so we can go watch Moana 2!
This is all for now and I'll try to make another part about -the fight-
