My Diary

Some pain (I honestly dk lmao)

Dear diary,

Please just sit with me cuz this part took me more than two hours because I almost finally finished the texts and then I accidentally deleted it...

Okay so the last few weeks I sometimes had this kind of pain that hurts in my back and then shoots down my right thigh.

These are some of the scenarios when I have it:
When I lift my left leg to step over something
When I walk off the stairs
When I am walking (only when my left leg is in the air)
When I roll over in bed

Okay so three days ago I had this pain suddenly so many times that I couldn't walk properly and we were in Walibi so yeah. (Another part of that coming up soon!)

I told my mom that night after I found out I might have Sciaticus. She gave me a few exercises which could help. Well it is three days later and it is still here.

I went to research Sciatica, and I found out that if it is untreated for pretty long and it is still there, it could develop into CES which could paralyze me!

I told my friends and they don't seem to care. Here are some texts:
(At the night of walibi)

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The gc idrc abt the name

Me
Also pls enlighten me why I cannot walk for some reason (like everytime I walk I get this pain in my back that causes my leg to go numb for a sec)
I can't even roll over on my bed
Hell I cannot even lift my fcking leg

Islaa
Erm are you okay

Me
Actually- I think I need a doctor

Islaa
Go to doctor tomorrow
(A/N Cuz it was late so yeah)

Me
I have had this for three-four weeks now but everytime it stops after a few seconds but I have had it ALL DAY TODAY

Islaa
Or maybe it is better tomorrow

Abbyy
Girl..

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The next texts were just them asking me if I am okay and then suddenly Abigail changed the subject saying she felt pregnant... She is not tho dw. So this was before I told my mom about it. The day after these texts happened:

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The gc idrc abt the name

Me
Okay so I told my mom yesterday what was wrong with me, then I told her I think it was Sciatica which in dutch is Ischias. She told me to explain the pain which I did and then she told me she also thought it was Ischias. She thought that because she has it sometimes. Lol twinning. Erm anyways! She gave me a few exercises that should help so yeah!

Islaa
Steven - IM SCARED SGES DRIVING WHILE WERE CALLING ANWB
^
STOP PLEASE SURVIVE

Me
It still hurts sometimes tho

Steven
THE ANWB HAS A HIGH WAIT TIME

Me
Steven - IM SCARED SGES DRIVING WHILE WERE CALLING ANWB
^
YOU CAN DO ITT!! SURVIVEE

Steven
AAAAAAA
THIS IS BAD

Islaa
Me - Okay so I told my mom yesterday what was wrong with me, then I told her I think it was Sciatica which in dutch is Ischias. She told me to explain the pain which I did and then she told me she also thought it was Ischias. She thought that because she has it sometimes. Lol twinning. Erm anyways! She gave me a few exercises that should help so yeah!
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Damn gl with surviving