I didn't close an eye last night. I kept thinking about Calum, I don't know why but I felt guilty. Like I took advantage of him while he was drunk. My phone buzzed on the bed next to me and I picked it; it was Calum, ''Hey,'', ''Hey.'' I greet him back. ''So, I've got a family sized pizza coming in an hour and I just got a new Xbox game. You need to come over right now.'' he says. As much fun as that sound I couldn't, I would love to be lazy with Calum but knowing what happened yesterday; I don't even know how I feel about him anymore. ''Sorry, I can't. I'm feeling a little sick.'' I say fake coughing. ''Aw, do you want me to come over, I could make you soup or something.'', ''No, no. I don't want you getting sick. I'll just call you when I feel better.'' I says. ''Well okay. Get healthy loser.'' he says and I smile to myself from the nickname, ''I will, bye.'' I say and hang up.
I let out a loud sighn and put the phone back down on the bed. Why was I so stupid? Why did I have to kiss him, and now I feel weird when I think of him. And if I tell him he'll probably freak out and things will be even more awkward. I was scared that he'll regret kissing me and we'll never be able to be friends again.
I heard a knock on my bedroom door, "Go away mom I want to be alone today." I yell. But instead of my mom, Calum comes in and closes the door behind him. "Calum?" I say sitting up, "What are you doing here?", "(Y/N) I know what happened last night," he says sitting down on the edge of my bed, "I wasn't that drunk and plus your acting skills are worse then your cooking." he says and you push him playfully.
"So, where do we stand right now?" I ask looking down to my palms. "I'm gonna be honest. I never thought about you romanticly but when you said that stuff to me last night, I felt something I've never felt before. My heart was racing and all i wanted to do was kiss you." he says, "Calum I'm sorry I just don't feel the same way. I want us to um- stay friends. I'm sorry." I say.
"Oh- thats alright. I didn't expect you to- um I should go." he says and gets up. "Cal, I am still your best friend. I don't want things to be awkward." I say also standing up. He looks at me and takes a deep breath. "I'll call you." he says and leaved.
A/N: Part 3? This was short but really not that great sorry. COMMENT FOR PART 3 XX
