"I want to talk about us" he said.
My stomach filled with butterflies as he said that. "What about us?" I asked supporting my head with my hand. "I don't know how to put this but when I saw you today holding Shawns hand my heart fell to the ground (Y/N)." he said looking down again. I closed my eyes trying to figure out what to say. I know I love Shawn but I also love Calum. He was my first real boyfriend and he was the first one I truly loved. But he was the one who cheated on me and why would I want to go back to that?
"You cheated on me Calum" I said finally gathering the strengt to look him in the eyes, "I know I fucked up. I know that now. Look I was stupid, I was getting all this girl attention and I didn't know what to do with it. But I want you (Y/N).." he taking my extended hand in his. "I never stopped loving you" he added. I couldn't deny the fact that I was about to cry. Talking about him cheating on me brought back so many bad memories that were never really forgotten. I never did realized that I never moved on from Calum, I just pushed my feelings and thoughts to the side and destrected my self with the first thing I saw. Shawn.
I put the palms of my hands over my eyes taking a deep breath before the tears that I've been holding in came out. Calum sighned loudly before sitting on the chair next to me and pulling me into his chest "Please stop, I hate seeing you cry." he said and kisses the top of my head. Taking my chin between his thumb and index finger he lifted my head up and our eyes met again.
He swiped the tears away with his thumb an cupped my right cheek "I'm sorry" he said for a millionth time. "Calum I don't know if I'll be able to forgive you.." I said looking at him. "But I can try" I finished his expression immidiately filling up with joy.
"You really want to give us another try?" he asked "Cal, I never stopped loving you ether." I said and right after the words left my mouth, he pressed his lips on mine.
My fingers foud their way to the back of his head and I started gently tugging on his hair. "I missed you so much"
he said breaking the kiss and reating his forehead on mine. "Can we get out of here?" I asked pecking his lips again as he nodded.
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We stood at the front door of his apartment and he pushed the door open. I noticed two pairs of slippers on the left side of the door "Got a new roomate?" I asked "Yeah" he said looking glancing over the pink slippers. "What's her name?" I asked a little quieter "We'll she is a he and he is Ashton." he said wrapping hi arms around my waist. "You don't need to worry about me (Y/N). I want you. I don't want to fuck around with anyone but you. I promise." he said.
I didn't say anything, instead I kissed him again but this time more passionately. Calums hand ghosted over to my lower back, pushing me closer to his body.
I gasped and he took the opportunity to slip his tongue in my mouth. He pushed me backwards my back soon hitting the nearest wall. His hand pulled my leg up to his torso as he broke our kiss and started sucking on my neck.
I moaned as I felt him lick a line up my neck, "Cal- I nee you" I whined feeling my self getting worked up. As if my words were a green light in his head he picked me up fully and carried me into the bedroom.
He threw me on the bed quckly hovering over my small frame and started attcking my collorbone with kisses.
His hand snaked up my shirt and squezzed my hip as his lips connected with mine again. "I love you." he mummered against them and moved down to my stomach before lifting my shirt over my head.
I arched my back when I felt his lips on my lover stomach and he looked uo at me smirking "Do something" I moaned. He pressed my hips down on the mattress and moved his head between my legs placing a kiss over my clothed core. "Fuck.." I moaned taking a grip of his hair. He groaned as I kept pulling at the strands of his hair making me even wetter.
His fingers made their way to the button o my jeans and quickly popped them open and pulling them down my legs.
He placed another kiss over my underwear and hovered back over me connecting out lips. I tugged on the hem of his shirt and reached behind his head and pulled it off trowing it on the floor.
His muscles tanced as I placed my hands on his stomach. I dragged them down to his belt an palmed him over his jeans "Stop" he moaned gainst my lips, out hot breathes mixing "You're gonna make me cum in my fucking pants" he said grabbing my hands and pinning them above my head.
He placed sloppy kisses between my breasts sucking in a hickey every now and then. Reaching behind my back he unclapsed my bra lettin it fall of my shoulders before letting go of my hands to get it off.
He placed a kiss over each nipple and reaching for his belt undoing it. I took my time and pulled my underwear down. As he pulled his pants down along with his boxers I took the chance to take over and I pushed him on the ned and startle his waist.
This time i grabbed his whrists and pinned them above his head and looked at his swollen lips "I want to ride you." I said pressing my lips to him. He moaned at the thought of it as I placed a couple of kisses along his jawline and neck.
I let go of his hands and took him in my hand lining him up at my entrance as his hands had a firm hold on my hip. Lowering my self on him we both moaned at the feeling and I placed my hands on both sides of his head.
After getting used to the feeling of having him in me I started grinding my hips back and forth making him trow his head back. "Shit" he moaned his grip thightning on my hips and I knew there would be bruises the next day.
I closed my eyes trying to take deeper breaths as I felt him teasing my g-spot. Calum let go of my hips and wrapped his arms around me pressing my chest against his. His left hand travelled down to my lower back ad he starte to trust upwards hard and fast.
"I'm so close" I said our lips meeting in a sloppy kiss. After breaking the kiss I rested my forhead on his looking him in the eyes as we both got closer to our orgasm.
I suddently remembered how mich he loved dorty talk so I cupped his cheek "Are you gonna cum baby?" I said running my thumb over his bottom lip "God I love your cock so much. It fills me uo so good" I said moaning. I started to notice that his eyes were closing shut and I knew he was close "Fuck" he moaned befor harshly slapping my bum.
He felt me clentch around him and somehow he managed to go even faster "Come for me babygirl. Come all around my cock" his words making me cum harder then ever before. Seeing me orgasm and scream his name made him come right after me as his lips parted in a moan.
He slid out of me and I lied down next to him cuddling up his side. He pulled the covers over us and kissed my cheek before intervading our fingers. "Please be mine again" he whispered placing a kiss on my knuckles. I lied down on my stomach and looked at him tracing my fingers around the tattoos he had on his collorbone. "Only if you promise to not cheat on me again." I said looking up at him "Never in a million years baby" he said wrapping his hands around me "But Shawn can't find out I left him for you. I'll just tell him I wnat to break up but I just respect him to much to tell him about this." I said. "I don't care how or why you leave him as long as you do. I just wnat you for my self babygirl."
A/N: hey guys!! Here's part 3 that you wanted so I hope you enjoy it! I also have good news, potencial bae asked me to be his gf for valentines day and we got stoned after AND IM HAPPY. Any way more stories coming soon LOVE YOU XXX btw this is writted on ma phone so it has some spelling areas sorry :p
