''Do you wanna go to Starbucks?'' asked Cindy. ''Sure,'' I say as we stand up from the bench we just sat on for 20 minutes. As we were walking she poked me with her elbow, ''What the f-'',''Look!'' she said nodding her head towards the 4 guys heading down the street in front of us.
I ducked my head and kept on walking, ''Hi,'' I say to the 4 familiar faces and they all greet me back, except for Calum. ''Where are you two going?'' asks Luke. ''We're just going to Starbucks,'' says Cindy. ''Mind if we come along, we just arrived a few hours ago and the jet leg hit us like shit.'' he says. Cindy gives me a questionable look and I just shrug my shoulders. ''Okay, let's go then.'' she says not sure of my answer. ''So, you finished the tour, right? How was it?'' I ask the boys. ''It was amazing, I loved it so much I just want to go back there and see even more things that we haven't already and play more shows.'' says Ashton with his award winning smile. ''That's great, I would love to travel around the world someday.'' I say. ''You just finished your second year of college, didn't you?'' asks Michael. ''Yep,'' I say proud. ''Why do you even go to college? If i wasn't in this band, I would just stop with school after I graduated from High School.'' he says and scoffs.
''Well, Mr. Hemmings some of us want to get all the education they can get.'' I say and make a silly face at him. He laughs and shakes his head, ''Yeah but how is good education going to help you in life? I've never in my 18 years of living used algebra for example.'' he says. ''Yeah and I never used the the square root of 65.'' say Michael coming into mine and Luke's conversation. ''Fuck you guys I just like going to college,'' I say. ''It's okay to be weird (Y/N) in these 3 years of knowing you, you hiding it seemed harder by day.'' says Ashton and we all laugh. Except for Calum; I look over at him and he has a blank expression on his face looking down at his feet as we walk.
We arrive at Starbucks and I find us somewhere to sit and we squeeze on the benches. ''I have to go to the bathroom.'' says Ashton and stands up and Luke follows him saying he has to use it too. ''I'm just gonna go ahead and order me and (Y/N) a drink,'' says Cindy, ''I'll come with I know what the other guys drink,'' says Michael and follows Cindy. The next thing I know, I'm sitting alone opposite Calum.
We didn't talk, we didn't make eye contact we didn't touch each other in any kind of way; we just sat there looking around the room and waiting for the others to get back. It really started to bother me, I mean he didn't even acknowledge me being there, he didn't even say 'Hi (Y/N) how you've been?'.
''Calum can I ask you something?'' I ask him and he just turns to me not saying anything so I took it as a yes. ''Why are you acting like a stranger?'' I ask. ''I don't know,'' he mummers barely above a whisper. I wanted to stay quiet and just respect his answer and be satisfied; but like always my mouth just kept on talking, ''Because I remember how I use to be your favorite,'' I say and swallow a big lump, ''I remember how we use to talk for hours in to the night and now you can't even say a simple hi,'' I say and laugh. ''You know it's funny how things change, '' I say, ''And I hate it but I guess we just can't escape it.'', ''But you don't care.. You never did.'' I say and stand up from the table.
''(Y/N) were are you going?'' I hear Cindy call as she walks back to the table. I felt the tears starting to come up my eyes, ''I'm just not feeling the whole vibe anymore, I'll just that this to go.'' I say taking my drink and leaving.
How could he be so careless. We ere together for almost 3 years and all of the sudden he acts like we've never met. Like what we had never existed. When I arrive back to my house I throw my purse on the floor and kick of my shoes. I walk in the kitchen massaging my temples to get some relive from my headache. I don't know why people massage their temples when they're stressed out, even though I do it too it just doesn't seem to help one bit.
I take a glass out of the cabinet and fill it with wine; drinking it in one like it was water. I just wanted to drink my day away, I wanted to get wasted and not remember how much my life sucks for just one night. I kept on getting text and calls from Calum like; I'm so sorry can we please meet up to talk about it; and stuff like that.
