I knew from the moment I lied down in that bed that Calum wouldn't remember this. What kept me up at night was the thought of myself telling him. I kept going back and forth between telling him he tried to kiss me or just forget about it and act like it didn't happen. The only thing I did know was that if I do tell him it would ruin our friendship, it would make things awkward and I wouldn't be comfortable around him knowing he doesn't feel the same.
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I woke up before Calum, so I went down stairs to make myself a cup of coffee. I looked out the window in the process seeing gray clouds forming in the sky. Even though it looked like it was about to rain I took my cup outside and sat down at the table. I was stressed and anxious because this whole thing and I needed something to relax me besides coffee. Cigarettes.
I didn't smoke but I did here and there, so I didn't have cigarettes with me. Luckly Calum did, so I searched for his jacket in which he kept his cigarettes and took them out along with the lighter. I turned around to go outside again when I saw Calum sitting in the chair I previously sat in, his back facing me. I could see he was shirtless and wearing only shorts as he streched his back.
I nervously swallowed the lump in my troath praying to god he wouldn't remember yesterday's event. I slid the glass door open his head turning around "Good morning" he smiled "Morning" I smiled back sitting in the chair next to him. I placed his Camel cigarettes on the table after taking one out and lighting it up. "Sense when do you smoke?" he asked frowning his eyebrows "I don't. I only do when I'm stressed" I said inhailing the smoke "Why are you stressed?" he asked shifting his body to me. I regreted the words immediately as they left my mouth "I'm just worried about school back home. That's all" I lied. "Don't be. You're on vication, I mean look at this paradise. How can you even think about school when you're here?" he asked but it came out more as a statement.
"You were pretty drunk last night? Do you even remember anything?" I casually said after a moment of silence "The last thing I remember is Luke making a lame joke about Llamas" he chuckled. I smiled and nodedd at him not knowing what to say really. Grabbing my coffee I stood up after putting out my cigarette.
I went back inside seeing Michael eating cerial behind the bar, "Michael can I talk to you?" I asked out of nowhere. But I was desperate, I needed someone to talk to and tell me ehat's right and what's wrong even though at this point I didn't really see the difference anymore because ether way someone will end up getting hurt. "Sure, wassap?" he said chewing on his cerial "Alone" I said nodding my head towards Calum. Michael turned around to see who I'm nodding at and looked back confused "Okay" he trailed of.
I went up stairs turning around everyone in a while to see if he was still following me. When we reached Calum's room I shut the door and sat down on the bed. "What is it?" asked Michael sitting down next to me.
"If I tell you do you promise not to tell anyone?" I asked him fumbling with my fingers on my lap "Yes." he awnsered "Especially Calum?" I asked again "I promise. Now tell me" he said.
"Okay. Well you know that Calum was drunk last nighg, right?" I started "Right" he nodded waiting for me to continue "And he tried to kiss me" I told him.
"Did you?" he asked "Did I what?" "Kiss him?" he reminded me "No he was drunk?" I repeated "So?" he asked shruging his shoulders "He doesn't remember" I replied "And I don't know if I should tell him or not because I know he doesn't like me in that way and I'm afraid it will make things awkward." I added. "Honestly I think you should tell him. When people are drunk they usually do or say things that they don't when they're sober." he said sckratching the back of his head. "Yeah but they can also do things they don't mean" I say, "Do you like him (Y/N)?" he asked raising an eyebrow.
"No!" I replied. The truth was I did like him. I've liked him sense we met in high school. But as the band took off and he was getting more attention from girls I realized that it was too late for me. He could have any girl he wanted, he could have a model, an athlete, an actress, so why would he choose me.
"Well I think you do" said Michael wiggling his eyebrows up and down "I don't" I said giving him my best poker face "Okay if you say so.." He said standing up slowly. He opened the bedroom door but stopped looking back at me "And (Y/N)?" he said and I snapped my head back up at him "Hm?" "Just remember he's still your bestfriend and he's still just Calum. He'll always want what's best for you" he said before leaving the room.
I fell back on the bed groaning. I knew Michael was right. I grabbed my phone and texted Calum: Can you come up to your room. We need to talk.
A/N: Heyyaaa!! Here's part 3 I guess xx Comment if you want another (:
