I was lying in bed reading a book at midnight that my dad gave me for my birthday. I never really wanted to read it, until my parents got divorced last moth.
This moth was the longest one in my life. My grades were going down because of the constant fighting and on top of that my dad wanted custody of me.
I didn't want to go to Los Angeles with my dad, i wanted to stay in California, i have all my friends here but most importatntly, Calum.
Sadly my mom wanted a new begining and decited to move New York draging me along with her.
I heared a long bang on my window. I ignored it thinking it was just my imagination but moments later i heard it again. I stood up and looked out of the window.
I opened it ''What are you doing here?'' i laugh at Calum who was in my backyard trowing rocks. ''Come one, i want to take you somewhere.'' he says and smiles. ''You know i can't i have to finish packing.'' i say and froun.
''Come on. It's your last day here in California and i bearly seen you all day.'' he says. ''Okay maybe for an hour.'' i say and he yells a loud YES trowing his arm into the sky.
I shake my head and trow on some clothes and shoes. My mom was sleeping so i decited to just go. I sneaked past the couch where she was sleeping and trough the front door.
''Hey!'' says Calum pulling me in by my waist and kissing my lips. I wrap my hands around his neck and break the kiss. ''Hey.'' i say smiling while bitting my bottom lip.
''Where do you need to take me so badly?'' i ask him. He lets go of me and takes my hand. ''Come on, it's a suprise.'' he says giggling and pulling me to his car.
I sit in and wait for Calum to start the car. He gets inside and tunrs on the sterio.
The car tide was 10 minutes long. It was quiet and Calums hand spent most of it on my thigh.
We stop and i look outside. I smile and burry my face in the palm of my hands trying not to cry. ''Santa Cruz beach.'' he says pulling me out of the car. I laugh and hug him kissing him all over his face.
''I'm guessing you like your suprise.'' he says and i nodd. He takes my hand and leeds me to the sand near by the water. We both sat down in the sand close to each other. Calum inlined his fingers with mine, looking at the little seen ocean.
''Do you remember the first night we met right here at the bonfire?'' he says with a breaking voice. ''Yes, i immediately fell in love with you. The way you smiled and laughed. The way you wanted to be happy 24/7 and the way you made me feel wanted. Even though it was just a night.'' i say giggling but still crying.
He softly laughts and i can tell he's about to cry. He brings my hand to his mouth and places small kisses to it. ''You know what i remember?'' he says running my hand over his cheeks. ''Huh?'' i say whiping my tears away with my other hand. ''I remember that you were mine for the night. And i was so out of my mind and the plans we made here, in the santa cruz beach that night.'' he says.
''I just can't believe your moving 3,000 miles away from me.'' he says and that's when i feel a tear come down his cheek. ''Baby, don't cry.'' i say but i was crying myself and there was a lot more where that came from. He shakes his hand and i whipe his tears.
''It doesn't change anything between us.'' i say and shrugs. ''It does and stop acting like it doesn't.'' he says. ''Look i'm 17, and my birthday is in 8 months and then i can move back here.'' i say kissing his hand now. ''A lot can happen in 8 moths (Y/N)..'' he says looking over at me. ''I can wait.'' i say. He shakes his head ''Your moving to New York. There are lot of people there, i can't even imagine you not meeting someone else.'' he says.
''I'm not doing this with you Calum!'' i say shouting and standing up. ''We have to.'' he says looking up at me. ''No i just i can't-'' i say burrying my head into my hands again. I shake my hand from disbelive but feel a warm embrace around me. ''I love you, you know that, right?'' whispers Calum into my ear. I nood trowing my arms around him. ''I love you too.'' i say crying into his shoulder. ''So much.'' i say.
''But i'll still be waiting for you.'' i say and he smiles crying again.
The car ride back to my house was quiet. This time there was no music, it was just silence. I think it was mostly because we never imagines this would actually happen. Or maybe because we both knew sooner or later we'd both fall for someone else.
He parked the car outside my house. I took a deep breath. ''I don't know how to say goodbye.'' he says with a broken voice. ''Me nether.'' i say looking over at him. ''I'll always love you (Y/N). You've changed my life so much.'' he says strocking my cheek. ''I'll never stop loving you two Cal.'' I say. ''And maybe we'll see each other again. Maybe this isn't really goodbye.'' you say smiling hopefully. ''Maybe it really isn't.'' he says and i smile but slowly feel the tears come to my eyes again.
He pulls me over to his embrace and kisses me slowly and passiontly. This kiss was like no other, it felt even more special then our first one.
I kissed him one last time and opened the car door. I hasitated a little bit because i just wanted to stay with him forever. He truly was my world and i thought if i stayed in there for one more minute, I'd break down. I watch him drive off and immidetly run inside with my hands going straight to my heart that was beating out of control.
