''I'm done,'' says Calum over the phone. ''What do you mean?'' I ask. ''Vanessa cheated on me again and I'm done with her bullshit,'' he said. ''Took you long enough to figure it out.'' I say grabbing a glass and filling in with water. ''Anyway... can you come over, I really need some company right now,'' he asks. ''It's like 9 pm Cal,'' I say sitting down on the couch. ''Can't I just come over tomorrow?'' I ask. ''You know what, fine. Screw you, you don't need to come over,'' he says. ''Calu-'' I try to calm him down but he hangs up on you.
''Perfect,'' I whisper to myself. I grab my purse and car keys knowing that he'll probably do something stupid like always. God this boy drives me mad.
I arrive there 10 minutes later and ring his apartment, ''Yellow?'' he answers. ''Can you buzz me in please?'' I ask in the speaker. ''Nope, can't right now. Whisky just came over and it would be rude to invite a stranger into my apartment.'' He says and chuckles. He hangs up and I groan out loud. I sit down on the stairs of the building and wait for someone to come out or in, so I can sneak inside.
It was 11:23 pm and still no one came in or out but just as I was about to leave a middle aged man came up to the door. ''Excuse me?'' I say standing up, ''Yes?'', ''My friend is currently getting shit faced drunk in his apartment and he won't let me in to help him, so I just wanted to ask you if you could let me in because if you don't he'll do something stupid or has done something stupid and I just really need to get inside, so please could you do me a favor?'' I ask catching my breath. ''Sure.'' He says unlocking the main doors and letting me inside. ''Thank you so much,'' I say running up the stairs.
Once I reach his floor I was out of breath and I just banged on the door. ''(Y/N)?'' says Calum trying to stand in place, ''Give me that.'' I say grabbing the wine bottle. ''No!'' he says grabbing it from me and we start fighting over it. I step on his foot and he lets go of the bottle. I run up to the kitchen sink and pure what's left of it away.
''First you come in here uninvited and now you're throwing away drinks,'' he says. ''Come here,'' I say grabbing his hand and pulling him into his bedroom. I sit him down on the bed and go to his dresser. I pull out sweat pants and a shirt, I stand up and throw them to him. ''Put this on, I'll be right back and don't leave this room.''
I go in the kitchen and fill a cup with water and mix in some salt to help Calum sober up. I go back into his room and see him sitting on the edge of the bed shitless and in his sweat pants. I close the door behind me and he looks up at me. ''Drink this,'' I say sitting down next to him. ''Is this vodka?'' he asks smelling it. ''No it's water, now drink up.'' I say, ''Why?'' he asks. ''It will make you feel less dizzy,'' I say, ''But-'', ''Just drink it Calum.'' I say louder. He nods and drinks it all the way to the bottom.
''How did you even get in the building?'' he asks giving me the glass. ''I waited for someone to go inside or out.'' I say putting the glass on the bedside table. ''That sounds creepy,'' he says and I giggle. ''Okay go to sleep now.'' I say pushing him down gently. ''I can't, you know why?'' he asks but I doubt he wanted an answer, ''Because I'm not good enough.''
''I'm not good enough to sleep and I'm not good enough for Vanessa. I mean what was I thinking that a girl like her would fall for someone like me. Like have you seen her?'' he says, ''have you?'' he repeats. ''I have, just go to sleep Calum. We'll talk about it tomorrow.'' I say. ''No we won't because there won't be a tomorrow for me. Because I'm nothing, I'm worthless and I'm not good enough to love. No one wants me because I'm not fucking good enough. No one loves me (Y/N).'' he says putting his face between his hands.
I sighn, ''Calum... you're not worthless. Look just because Vanessa cheated on you doesn't mean you're not good enough. She's just a bitch and she doesn't realized what a great guy she lost. You have me, we don't need others. Don't you love eating pizza at 2 in the morning while watching Adventure Time?'' he laughs, ''There's that smile,'' I say and he smiles again. ''Thanks dork,'' he says pulling me in for a hug, ''You're the dork Hood.'' I say and pull away. He stops and looks at me and his smile slowly fades away.
I start to breath heavily and suddenly he crashes his lips into mine. Before I even had time to process what was happening he was already hovering over me with his hands on my lower back. But he was drunk, he wasn't sober, he wasn't thinking straight. I push him off of me, ''It's getting late I should go.'' I say and get up quickly grabbing my purse and head out the front door
A/N: COMMENT FOR PART 2
