AN: In this story the boys are not in a band and are not famous or whatever.
It was a cold January day, the dark gray clouds were inrolling on the sky as she sat on the sofa.
She knew something was different about him when he came home drunk two days ago. But I think she was too in love with him to actually think that he would do this.
He took a drink out of the mug in which she just putted tea in gathering her thoughts on how she was going to do this.
She loved him, she really did but when she found out he cheated on her it broke her in half. She was angry and in pain. A part of her didn't want to do this but she knew she had to.
The door opened and closed and she quickly stood up and put the mug down. "Hey baby" he said coming closer to give her a kiss but she backed away.
"What's wrong?" he asked trying to come closer again but she shook her head taking a step back again. "Why didn't you tell me Calum?" she sighned as she felt the saddness build up inside her. She thought she could do this without crying but she couldn't stop the tears.
"What are you talking about?" he asked her as his heart beat rased up. She closed her eyes so er tears wouldn't escape "I know you cheated on me." she said and it felt like a hundred knifes were stabbed in her heart.
"(Y/N) I'm so sorry" he said trying to reach out for her "Was I not good enough?" she asked as a tear escaped "You were baby and I'm so fucking sorry I was dru-" she cut him off "I think we could break up." she said looking away not being able to look at him. She loved him and this was the hardest thing to do for her. Walking away and ending this was hard and he knew it would take her a long time to get over him but this was the right thing to do. Even if it felt wrong at the same time.
"Don't do this please." he said looking down at the floor "I love you" he said and that's when she broke down. Hearing those words was the triger for everyone of her tears to come out.
She turned around not wanting him to see her cry. "Please" he said hugging jer from behind. She didn't have the strenght to push him off of her "I love you too Calum..." she said turning around seeing his face soften "But I can't be with you" she finished and he immidiately regreted everything.
He regreted going out that night, he regreted the whiskey he drank taht night, he regreted not telling her and he regreted that he wasn't in the right palce when he cheated.
She walked pass him bumping into him acedently.
He stood there in the same spot as he heard the bedroom door slam. He wanted to ho after her, he wanted to tell her how sorry he was and how mich he loved her but he couldn't move. He couldn't even speak.
2 weeks later
He was drunk again. It's been like this for days now as he drinked away his pain. He didn't want to feel it. He wanted to be okay.
Michael came up to his room and found him with his face down on the pillow. "Calum" he whined as he got in the room. He hate seeing his bestfriend like this but he didn't know what to do. He tried his best to make him stop, taking him out on wlaks, on road trips but somehow by the end of every night he was drunk.
He took the bottle of whiskey out o his hands and he groaned sitting up "Hey I was drinking that!" said Calum. "Well you have to stop!" yelled Michael. "I can't!" Calum yelled back immidiately. "I just can't okay." he said putting his head in the palms of his hands. "I know how you feel Calum but this is not the awnser" said Michael holding up the almost empty bottle.
"It is because if I get drunk enough I can kick away the pain" he said giggling but it sood turned into a frown "I love her man" cried out Calum. Michael put down the bottle and sat down next to him.
"I know you do." he said " I fucked up so bad." said Calum whiping away his tear. He looked down at his fingers "but it's too late. She doesn't want me back." he finished. "Maybe if you just trie a little harder you cou-" started Michael "It's too late" Calum cut him of shaking his head. "How could I be so fucking stupid. She loved me! She was everything I ever wanted. I want her for the rest of my life, I wnat to wake up to her smile, I want to hear her laugh I want to make her happy and start a family with her I want the best for her. But I can't give her that anymore because I know she'll never be happy now that se knows. I can't even look myself in the mirror." he said as the tears came down his cheeks.
"I'll love her 'till I die" said Calum getting up from the bed.
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She was sitting behind her friends dinner table playing with her food. She couldn't eat because she has been feeling sick for the past two weeks. "You have to eat something (Y/N)" said Rylie watching her. She knew that (Y/N) was in paint and she didn't want her to feel like this. She wanted her to be happy again.
"I'm not really hungry." she said puhing the plate away from her. Just as Rylie was about to say something the phone rang. She hasitated to leave her here "It's okay" said (Y/N).
(Y/N) waited for her in the kitchen as she heard her speak "Yes?" she awnsered. After that silence..
Rylie came back clearly in shock "Who was it?" asked (Y/N). Rylie smile weakly at her as (Y/N) saw tears forming in her eyes "Ry?" she said getting up from her chair.
"Calum got in a car accident.." she said walking closer. (Y/N)'s heart stopped for a second "He didn't make it" said Rylie hugging her.
(Y/N) was in schock just ad much a Rylie. "I'm sorry" said Rylie thightening her grip on her. That's when it all sank down.
Suddently she realized that he was gone. She wasn't going too see his face again, she wouldn't be able to hear his voice again that woke her up everyday for the past 4 years. She wouldn't be able to feel his hental touch against her skin. She couldn't see his smile that made her days better. He was gone. Forever.
She felt her knees giving in and she collapsed in Rylies arms "No!" she screamed "No! This isn't true!" she screamed again as Rylie held her to her body. (Y/N) triend to free her self but Rylie wouldn't let her. "This isn't happening I need to see him please!" (Y/N) cried out "Please!" she whispered ad against her shoulder as they sat down on the floor.
"This isn't true" cried (Y/N)
