It Isn't Fair

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It was the last day, you and Calum were spending together before he went on the 2015 tour. You were waiting for him to arrive at the park where you two met.

15.37 pm


''Hey!'' says Calum walking up to you. ''Hi.'' you say back and kiss him. ''So, what big plans are we having for our last day together?'' he says taking your hand. ''I don't know, we could just go around the park, get something to eat maybe?'' you say smiling. ''I just want to spent the last day talking and kissing you. ''Okay, let's go.'' he say and you two start walking.


18.52 pm


You two spend the whole day, talking about the most random stuff ever but you actually enjoyed it. But being with him just made you feel wanted and you hated that because you knew he's going to go away for a year tomorrow. You won't be able to touch him, kiss him and sometimes not even talk to him because of the different time lines and school. You weren't sure if you could do this. And every minute you spend with him made it harder.


You sat down on a bench at the park and breathed out. This was it, this is the moment you had to break up with him. There is no going back. If you don't do it now, you'll just miss him too much, you won't me able to focus on your school work or anything. It had to be done even if you loved him with all of your hart.

''Cal?'' you say turning to him. ''Huh?'' he says and looks at you too. ''Okay, so this is really hard for me to say but, i-i um i thing we need to break up.'' you say.


The words ripped your hart out and threw it on the ground. He pulls his arm away from around you. ''What?'' the only thing he says is what. You knew he was confused even before you saw his reaction. You to rearly had a fight and you loved each other. ''Look Calum, I love you but i don't think we'll- i'll be able to get trough the whole touring thing. Not being able to kiss you and touch you just, it's just unimagineble and i just think it would be better for us if we break up. You'll be traveling the world and meeting all these beautiful girls and I'm not going to be there to reminde you, you're with me. Belive me i've seen it happen to other famous people. And i don't want t get cheated on and later find out about it in some magazine. I'm so sorry.'' you say and you start to tear up. ''I understand how you feel but i don't cheat (Y/N). I never cheated in my life and i never will. But i also understand how you feel. So, i think we should bre-ak up.'' his voice breaks as he says those words and you start feeling even more emotional.


''At least we'll be breaking up because we love each other and not because we don't.'' you say and smile. He whipes the tears falling from your cheeks and pulls you into a thight hug. You can feel him crying to.

''Can you at last come to the airport tomorrow?'' he says into your shoulder. You just nod into his chest, you don't want to let go of him, ever.

Later that night Calum took you home and stayed a few more minutes but he had to leave to get a good night of sleep. You don't know about him but you couldn't close an eye. You just kept on thinking about how your gonna say goodbye to him.


--- Tomorrow ---


7.14 am


You just got to the airport holding Calum tight to your side. The 5 minutes that you walked and the security search went by in a second and the next thing you knew, you were standing in front of Calum. ''So, this is it.'' he says and looks in your eyes. ''I guess, yeah.'' you say. ''I'm gonna miss you so much'' he say and hugs you. ''I know, i'll miss you too.'' you say. Your were crying already and you couldn't hold back your tears. ''This isn't fair.'' he says. ''I don't want to leave you but i also don't want to dissapoint the fans.'' he says and you pull away from the hug. ''Maybe it doesn't seem fair right now, but maybe this is what's best for us.'' you say. He kisses your forehead. ''Calum, we have to go!'' shouts Luke. ''I'm coming.'' he says and looks back at you nodding,''Goodbye.'' he says and you start to tear up even more and at this point he starts crying too.


''Don't say goodbye it's too sad, let's just say see you later, okay?'' you say and smile. ''See you later.'' he says. ''See you later.'' you say. He crashes his lips into yours and kisses you hard. He picks up his bags and you see him dissapere behinde the wall.

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