GOD HAS SPOKEN Series: Book 5: I Hope If You Ever Hear my Name...

June 6th 2024 - 2:30pm.

Yesterday I was crying and the security guard walked in when somebody asked why and said, "It's because her entire family are dead.... she must be sad." I stopped crying then because i know that they are alive. I wasn't crying because of that but evil that he thought so. I was crying because for another day I was alseep in bed.
Today I was attacked. I was in the kitchen when "Tristan" pushed me against the wall and jerked my arm behind my back and twisted my wrist and he held me against the wall screaming at me, "Do you fucking dare? Do you fucking try?!?!?!" and I was just silent and said, "GOD." and "Tristan" sudddenly stopped and stepped back and I got on with my job and left the kitchen...
"Tommy" was in the next room... "You were attakced, next raped." he says to me and laughs maliciously. I go to smoke and come back and dead "Rene" slamms his fists into his palms as soon as I walk in threatening to attck. "Rene" is already dead - the walking dead. That is why he is rarely witnessed to die, because his body is controlled. Whenever "Rene" IS alive, he is murdered and soon.
I'm still here living.... I want to contact the manager about what "Tristan" did but I will wait until after I have had my afternoon "coffee" which is cyonide, etc.
Last night I woke up with terrible heartburn and spent a good while sitting against the wall before vomiting all over the floor... they come to wake me up in the morning and tell me, "Hi, TIDY YOUR ROOM!!! TIDY YOUR RooM NOW!!!!" I hadn't even woken up or got out of bed but this is the first thing they say to me every morning without fail before i even open my eyes - Tidy your room!
"Kill her when she's asleep?" I can hear somebody say from the corridor.
"Yes. I'll shoot her and she wont survive."
"Will she be raped?"
"Without a doubt."
"Has she got a sister?"
I'll halt them right there...... COUGH. "She has a daughter. Her sister's dead." Yes. Right now.
I'm getting really sick of my time in here because I cannot write my books without medicine. I thought about writting one abaout a giant angel called Cosmos. Cosmos who always goes to eat all the food and drink... I think I might write a few about him. Cosmos is a gigantic angel the side of the earth who is only a baby and when he grows older he will be the size of the entire cosmos. Cosmos always goes to eat everybody's food, no matter who or what is is because Cosmos is always hungry............... and Cosmos hates sleeping without the duvet covering him completely and pannicks if his foot is out of the bedding. And Cosmos... is a real Angel of GOD. Yes, I think i'll do that. At some point, but i don't know how it is meant to end because Cosmos just keeps on eating! haha.
Thismorning I walked into the smoking room and "Mike Wish" walked past me with his penis out and it was all brown and spotty and disgusting looking... erm anyway.
That is today in the "CHNP". Still no miracles... such as a court order arriving or the postman coming, but a lot of miracles otherwise such as GOD saving my life.

Thank you my Lord. GOD bless you and God praise you. I worship you and I love you. Amen.