Thursday 18th July 2024 - 2pm.

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Dear all and God and Jesus and Theosire,

Passed out on the desk for about 2 hours thismorning and now after lunch.. I have only just ẃoken up after another two hours of sleep. I'm needing to be awake because "doctor.gumprecht" is meant to be coming in to see me today - i'm the only one who has asked to see him, anyway. I'm hoping to make me medication correct. I am still awaiting the police, ambulance and postman. It's now two days after I was told that they would be coming from a young man outside.
I am really desperate for the postman to come, its really urgent, and its urgent that the ambulance comes with my prescription because I bought all of Lucas's birthday presents from Amazon and his hirthday is tomorrow so I really need them to wrap by tomorrow and then I am seeing him in about 3 days time. I also need my presecription to write to him in a little book and draw pictures for him, which i cannot do without and i am really, really worried that niether will come today or tomorrow latest (Today would be best!!) and i'll have barely anything for his birthday....

I've seen Caitlin twice recently, but i've been unable to talk, like a mute, although she has made me laugh... and i've been passing out in the resteraunt and things and coming back and going straight to bed. It's left me feeling really guilty and upset and I asked Caitlin, "You do still love me, don' you? I love you."
"I love you too."
I gave Caitlin all the rest of my money and got one book called "THE MYTH OF NORMAL" by Gabor Mate.
The sos promise me "The postman is due at 4pm. This is our promise." I hold my hand on my heart, squeeze, and little finger promise.
"Pamela has now given me "lindsey's" new e-mail address so I will ask her if she has recieved anything in the post for me. I will tell her I am expecting a bank card and a court judgement and prescriptions, etc, and perhaps even letters from lawyers IF they have sent anything to me home address? perhaps they will now, but otheriwse, see them later on today God willing.


Amen.

Love your Angel.

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