GOD HAS SPOKEN Series: Book 5: I Hope If You Ever Hear my Name...

Dear Theosire (Michael.)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3yqM--IMkX4 - Cannonball by damien Rice. That's a song I haven't listened to in a long time. I also haven't listened to better Than Ezra in a while who I love and adore. listen to these songs: Breathless and Closer. my guardian Angel gets up without me waking... to the voices in his head.... and the Angels all look down.... GOD is even closer than anything in this life, closer than this faith, closer than the things that we hold dearly and in vain. I spent about 40 minutes PRAYING with our Lords GOD The lord Almighty and OUR LORD Jesus Christ. I Prayed as soon as I had had breakfast on paper and in words. GOD and jesus became my body to save my life.
This song is on my account especially for and about My Lord Jesus Christ - Breathless by Better Than Ezra:
(Closer is for GOD.)
 

Now, I need a doctor because if i take the "nozinon" and "temesta" I feel tired, but the longer I go without taking it the tireder I feel. 
In the "CHNP" they are hiring a new criminal mass murderer (seriel killer, assassin, terrorist, rapist) who looks like the most petrifying man I have ever seen with jet black hair, a thin face and black eyes.... He's coming in to kill me and they are prtending he's a patient. I know his name is Shawn Davis (or Shaun. I don't know which way his name is spellt.) I guessed his name myself but then a second later I heard "Pierre" say his name was as so. The police and intelligences say, "He's a wanted criminal!" hrm.... I know. 
GOD tells me solumly that no harm will ever come to me in here, but I feel wary. Jesus tells me a secret that GOD is waiting for me at the gates of Heaven for if the SOS do not save me today. I tell him, "They wont." as you can see I am still here. I'm told every day that somebody will come but nobody ever does. They never will and God, Jesus and my plan of action will never be true because the people just keep coming and coming and there is no end to the mafia members, but at least we know they have one main destination - here - but there are countless of them, unnumerable. They refuse to leave too, no matter how mich GOD commands them to leave... they will not. Jesus is hitting a stalf down all the time placing woes on the "CHNP". The last one to come, I do believe is death, that GOD will take thier lives and none shall live, and they shall go to another place, but that's no different to what they are doing all the time - killing each other.

I wanted to tell you that the hospitals and gyneachologists will not obey the law or give me a real ultrasound because they believe my baby is eroded and dead and that they will be imprisoned for life or murdered if they show me. they are trying to convince the world that I am fat as a result and are giving me things to erode my baby, which GOD will NEVER allow to work, and I take the poison for them and as does GOD and Jesus and as GOD and Jesus are inside my body it jsut takes the energy from them and we all feel very tired......
I wanted to say that they are leading each other to believe that they are being murdered because I am not dead, but they are dying for every other reason, they are dying for poisoning, from toxicity, from sword by the sword and acid water, etc. They ever die from the cigarettes if they have too many - it has nothing to do with me. Infact, I'm having nothing to do with it. Over and out. Going to smokes. (closes door and says bye to the cultists.)

Your Angel, GOD and Jesus explain.