GOD HAS SPOKEN Series: Book 5: I Hope If You Ever Hear my Name...

Dear God, Jesus and Theosire with love Angel, yours xxx

Dear all, 

Still watching maremi SmallArt, but thismorning I found a new channel which i found from Martha's channel which is Jen's Kreative Kreations and this is looking very good, very superior and very promising!! 
I've just completed the book THE CURIOUS INCIDENNT OF THE DOG IN THE NINTH TIME by Ian Mc.Ewen and am now reading a book called SOLITAIRE which Caitlin advised me to read. She said she's read it and it was very good and she'd like me to guess her favorite character. Problem is, i've been asleep all day until now and asleep over the last few days...  I am STILL waiting to be saved.

The other day a huge fight broke out between "Nella" and "Tristan" and they were trying to break each others throats... I was watching in silence and GOD saved my life and made sure they didn't attack me too. People just stood around watching, including the "security guard" who laughed but there was nothing i could do... i am so tiny and i am pregnant. "Nella" was in a really bad mood for the rest of the day because "Tristan" had attacked her/him. It was terrible. 

At night, monsters come into my room as do the mafia. Last night "Richid" came into my room and started unzipping his trousers and so I got up to smoke and he followed me out and then i went back and closed the door... (but he could get in with a key.) however, he had to leave work at that point. I say work, this is no job. This is volenteer and this is murder and rape. Last night I was alseep when somebody in my room screamed and howled that they were about to murder me and i think, no, i know it was a monster, and i heard the Intelligences and secret police say, "This is terrifying..... she's the one who's got to be there... she can hear just fine... she never makes a sound... but this is really, really terrifying, even to us and we're watching, not there." Also last night I had to leave my room because there was a planned gang rape attack in about 30 seconds so again I went to smoke and then sat out in the hallway for a few minutes... before going in an ice cold bath because my shower cream and tablets are doing something to my skin that is making it burn up. I've Prayed for God and Jesus to heal me, and they have. 

Yesterday I saw Caitlin and it went really, really well... and the day before I called Little Luke but he had to go to eat cake. He was very enthusiastic about this cake... and said he would continue to eat cake, tomorrow too. I should really call again today or tomorrow latest. 

Every night mass murder occurs... this is happening during the day too but on a much more conspicuous basis. (Aside from when I go outside, they do not hide it.) Occasionally they attack around me and I run to the other side of the room.. most of the time its "Tommy" but sometimes "Mark" and "Mike" hit somebody and get dragged by the throat to thee isolation cell - or "mark" by the hand because he ACTS so mentally ill... - where they never come out of... alive. 

"Laure" continues to try to commit suicide and rooms keep having to be cleaned of piles of blood, and on occassion the ambulance have to come to get him/her, and she/he has had his dead body moved from the bathroom and the ambulance take out somebody with a fake scar... and have no idea, so they come back fine. 

And that my dears, is my life. There continues to be no medicine in the food and there is no prescription given... ever... There is no court order come for my freedom and the police never arrive. 

I wait and i wait and i wait, but wait in hope or wait in vain, who knows but GOD and Jesus alone? The SOS keep promising to come today... but they never do. I don't know why not. "Trevlling, Angel." well.... no knowing when they will arrive, anyway... but we all Pray for as soon as possible, and for then, i keep on living. 

Amen.

Angel, yours. 

Ugh, there is a game on called Opus Castle and rarely before have I... NEVER before have I heard more scary music!!! That's really scary... okay, okay, that's really scary. Okay. It's stopped.... I keep looking at the screen and oh no the music is starting again... my Guardian Angel says, "Don't watch." I get the feeling its terrifying.
Oh shit. A ghost.
Gunshot. You can't shoot a ghost man!!!!! He did, he just shot a ghost like that's going to save his life from OPUS CASTLE or.... voices... the creepiest, scariest of voices... the voices in his head!!!!
He's using his mobile phone on the game now to play Tetris or something..... and then ah shit a creepy grandfather clock... puases it and "Tommy" comes and sits in the chair and i don't know which is more terrifying - the game or "Tommy". I think he's gone to the bathroom... needed.... he comes back and "Tommy" askes him, "Will this kill you?" Ahhhhhhhhhh!!!!!
and he continues playing th game.... dom dom du du dom.
Okay, I've moved room to a pitch black room because nobody in here can stand the sun in the summer so the blinds and the curtains are closed - A brood of vampires!!!!
......... its quite scary in here too, mind you, but I'll cope, i'll just continue watching my arts and crafts vidoes and I need to get something on Amazon.

be back another time.