GOD HAS SPOKEN Series: Book 5: I Hope If You Ever Hear my Name...

What have I been Doing, may You Ask?

In Truth... Nothing. Well, I completed The New Testiment of The Holy Bible again but I have not been online because i have been very ill. When I have been online I have been watching mixed media projects on Youtube. Every morning I still try to Pray but it is difficult for me to do so. It is difficult for me to write a word most of the time due to my learning difficulties. I have a book which I am reading which is taking me foooooreeever to complete because I just pick it up and put it down and pick it up and put it down which is called THE MYTH OF NORMAL by Gabor Mate and Daniel Mate. I speak to God, Jesus and my Guardian Angel all the time.... I sometimes speak to other Holy Angels too like Lucifer and Raffael, Gabriel and Cosmos and jimizen. I might mention that Cosmos is Jimizen's baby Angel of GOD. (I didn't mention that in my book but i will go back and edit and add it.) ... at some point. I wrote a Prayer with Jesus Christ thismorning which was very poetic and I hope to show you that today. The days have been passing and for a long time I have been in bed asleep... not or barely ever getting up. I haven't written any more stories... I will once I have medicine. I am allowed outside three times now for half an hour, but I haven't the money to do so because I have OCD and NEED to get a drink every time I go outside. I've been seeing my children... Lucas had a holiday here recently and I saw him twice for two hours. That wasn't nearly enough... It was unacceptable. I should have been spending the week at home, really, with him and I should be able to... well, I would say go home to spend days and nights with Caitlin but it really should be that i should leave the "CHNP" and be living together with them and our family Always. I remember the "social workers" used to have a problem with Caitlin, Lucas and I living in our family home and family members coming and going - they said this was too confusing to my children but that is completely normal for a lot of families! In many societies! I've bought us homes in Falmouth, Wales, so that my family and I can live within close proximity to us and I want my mum to live with us... but i'm told there is a house built for me and my children and i do believe this house in is England somewhere and we would be very happy to move there. I hope my family have homes very close by or i will buy them for them - they can choose a house next to ours, unless homes have been built for them too? I've asked the sos Intelligences if certain contect can be seen on all my accounts and they say that some of it is still a secret, but I need it all to be viewable to the public at some point, perhaps when saved. I had a trip to see the gynos...which I never talk about... the person was dead. and it was terrifying. and they faked the exam and the results. I had my hospital visit which I told you about and I am still eating toilet paper in secret. Today i call caitlin and Lucas and wait for some answer, some solution, and some help.

Thank you for listening.

Amen.

God's Little Angel.  

ps. Ah yes and i have been doing more online shopping. The sos are concerned that i am addicted to shopping... I hoard things, I guess. I guess I am. Is that a great convcern? Yes I suppose so. Oh well, not to worry. All needed items, I'm sure. Yes, even the crystals and stones and many, many, many scented candles. Needs must. Ahaha - It's mainly arts and crafts items and clothes that I buy. I love TEMU. And that's all I have to say about that.