My Lords - What I'm up to these days.

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Dear God and Jesus,

As I have mentioned to you: I have been uploading my book onto Neobook, with a twist. I am starting the court case books all over again but am writing them differently. A lot simpler.
I have my sort sol back now so am occasionally allowed outside for half an hour alone. It IS tempting to run away or leave, hoping I can find the prescription and court order SOMEWHERE, but I know this plan would fail and that nobody has it, so I stay put. Everytime I return to the "CHNP" there are people screaming to "ATTACK!!!" from inside the unit... I walk in and GOD stands in the midst of them and they do not attack me or even come close. When I went to get my morning treatment, "Bertrand" said, "OK. KILL HER!!!" - "KILL KIM!!!" and I just looked at the SOS and looked at the SOS and looked at the SOS... and they confirmed what he had just said and I nodded.
At lunch "Tommy" asked, "Are you going to RAPE her today?"
"Yes, we are today, in fact, immediately!" answered "Fransoirs". I went online and completed the book about COSMOS which I am not happy about AT ALL, but I was doing at at the worst of times, tired out of my wits and still no better. I coiuld collapse at any moment - shattered. my guardian Angel promised me he will obey GOD, but he has not done so and i'm angry and upset because i have the will and work for GOD to do. I'll probably re-write the tiny story of God's Holy Angel Called COSMOS at a later date. It's good for four year olds, at least.... God speaks to me and tell me that he is so proud of me for it, but i'm not. I ask GOD and Jesus if they could please make my medicine work? I'm barely with it, and I only got out of bed at 11:30am thismorning, after going to bed at 7:30pm. I don't know what to do now... I have the two tiny stories to upload, true fairy tales and two unfinnished books... I guess I'll get back to work. i will be back on Whatpadd ASAP but have patience. wait for me. And YES, the police DID tell me on loadspeaker that they would arrive yerday but they didn't come and now they say today OR tomorrow instead. Hrm. We'll see.
I can imagine being here next month because I can' ever percieve anybody walking trhough that door to save me... I can only imagine the postman. The ambulance is never for me. Will they please sned one with the prescription now? I don't think I can stay awake but I am fighting to.

Thank you for hearing my words and listening.

Amen.

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