WHATPADD: To my Guardian Angel

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(Yesterday.)

Just got back from pizza hut. Went with Caitlin and "pamela". "pamela" was really lovely this time, as was Caitlin. Caitlin really made me laugh saying, "I saw this really big spider and i thinking WOW THAT a really tallented spider - first its on THAT wall, then its on THAT wall, then its on THAT wall and then its on THAT wall, and then its under my bed and then its on the cieling and i thinking WOW that spider can go ANYWHERE and EVERYWHERE!!!" Caitlin has a phobia of bugs and pnce spent the entire night in the bys bathroom because there was a fly on the wall... that was, before she made the whole in the wall of the childrens home to put a phone cord through and tell her rommate through the hole in the wall (which she put a poster over so that nobody would see it) to get rid of the bugs!!!

The sos really hurt and upset me last night... I just wanted to tell the sos that I will not be speaking to them again. They say iˋ'm ugly. They say, "her hair has been cut short...shorter on one side than the other...she has a slight double chin...her hair is messy...she has no nice clothes...shes pregant.. (they said it like an insult, like iˋ'm fat...) she has no real make up...she looks terrible...she looks terrible...she needs an entirely new makeover." iˋm really hurt. My guardian Angel asked them if they really DID send a single damn thing to the police and hospitals yesterday, "no... wait..." 

So they HAVEN'T sent anything... but then the next morninig (Today) -- yes, I will cal Little Luke today --- I woke up and first thing in the morning, "SOS. I keep having dreams about eating spiders. I'm not going to look it up on google ebcause it will show pictures of spiders, I just need a dreams interpritation book." So I spoke to them immediately because i love them all, and they said that whoever had thought me ugly and insulted me yesterday was fired and they promised me the postman coming today.... yet again.... I call the sos my family now. They're really lovely. 

They are the only ones who show me any kindness anyway.... especially in a place like this... oh ah I walked into the lounge thismorning and there was a dead body in the chair, and when i got up last night the "S.G" was dead... I went to have breakfast and by the time i got back the bodies had been moved. The "security guard" (telling GOD.) had blood coming from his mouth. But its alright, its alright, its alright. its alright to be cool do what you do what you do. (lemon demon.)

I'm listening to hymns and am abou to continue my work on neobook, or i might do that after lunch... i'm undecided. I only have the tiny stories of the kindest children left to upload now, and the rest of the case books.

We've just got back from shopping. They are selling two new hand creams in Delhaize. Yay for me! 

AMEN: FOR GOD, about Caitlin to make HIM smile because he is very upset about human free will...................... any more solutions? for here and now But he is PERFECT, Always perfect. He is GOD. GOD IS PERFECT.

From your Angel.

ps. Jesus says "This is day 5 of Jesus's miracles. On the seventh day, God rests." meaning by day 7 i should be rescued, and my children together with us all.

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