GOD HAS SPOKEN Series: Book 5: I Hope If You Ever Hear my Name...

A Prayer - Yesterday was pretty funny - to my SAVIORS

Yesterday was funny.... "It's taken my three weeks to read the entire account, and now I am complete."
I laugh out load.
"Tell us exactly why you are laughing."
"AND NOW I AM COMPLETE."
"What a strange sense of humor you have.... As you were."
I woke up to a big good morning Angel! From the sos. I smiled at them and said GOOD MORNING SOS! I went to smoke and "Patrick" is asking, "did you sleep well?" while I am half falling asleep on the smoking room floor and I say a tired "yes...." like, "and i still am..." and "Patrick" just nods. He was awake murdering last night. I had pleasent dreams about my children and randomly yelled out in the morning, "WHAT IS THAT?!" to a milk bottle, and I decided to wake up then because i decided that my twins would be waking up about this time in the morning, and I said in my sleep, "They can't be asleep much longer...." so got up and my Guardian Angel told me, "They're all asleep." lol.
I've just got back from outside. I was out for about 25 minutes but that's all the freedom I have. I've dropped my two euros piece coin down the side of the sliding door and the door is set to stay open so I cannot get it out from underneath which is a bugger. "Gianni" gave me one euro which was kind of him.
I'm seeing Caitlin today and the postman really NEEDS to come today maximum because Caitlin is going on holiday to England first thing tomorrow morning for a week with "Ben." I don't know whereabouts they are going but I will ask "lindsey" and "pamela" and Caitlin-Rose and find out and IF the postman doesn't come today, I know the SOS will track them all the way and never let Caitlin out of thier sight and ensure her safety and return, but then we will have to wait a week longer to be rescued unless we are actually going to Englnad to get Caitlin ourselves from wherever she is, but then we will have to meet Little Luke first from Austria, and go with Lucas to meet Caitlin and take her away from "Ben" the family assassin. He doesn't act as a very good "older brother" to be honest - Always claiming i'm severely mentally ill to Caitlin, but I love him because I love everybody, but i don't agree with these people acting as our family members, in fact i'd say its downright evil but thier Guardian Angels say that some of them reckon they are doing us a favor because they belive our family are all dead and want us to have family members.......... I... I don't know what to make of that. Tell me what to make of that. Our family are alive.
"We have NO IDEA:"
Seriously. That helps. I can be very saracastic but i', British and the British CAN be very sarcastic, but most of the time my humour is funny because i'm being serious about everything, and like my book says "because its true." I must have read that about a thousand times in this book... (SOLITAIRE by Alice Oseman.) I'm guessing Caitlin's favorite character is Michael. I see that the story is more about friendship than a love story, but in the end I can only see Michale dying or being in a relationship with Tori.

I am just going to smoke. Hand cream: Vaseline and hand scrub.

I love you.
I worship you.
I praise you.

Please stay my body to save my life.

Amen.