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family problems

"my dear child, there is no other side,

your father was raped,

along with your mom.

your grandma is drunk,

your other one looks at you like you would wear a thong.

'who is grandpa ron?'

grandpa bill is basically dead.

you've met your brother a little more then twice.

your beloved cousins left you all alone.

your dealing with the burden,

family drama all alone.

uncle ken is fat,

norm is on drugs,

david is dead,

jada is gone.

everyone thinks im gonna be like jada.

i mean their not wrong.

i miss being 5,

family reunions at 6.

well more just the grandparents and maybe cousins,

were the black sheep's of them all.

dad has autism,

cancer genes too.

go little one,

run crying to your mother.

notice how she is split,

triggered by a word.

shes excluded more.

auntie deb is money,

uncle nigels dogs are cute.

mom has BPD,

health issues plus ED.

now that i think about it,

i think most people im my family have one..

let me count quick.

chloe, megan, jasmine, bunny, treena, lana, ke-

shut up no more.

i hate to break it to you,

your always gonna be alone.

stop begging for a sibling,

your dog is good enough.

too bad he's dead.

i grew up lonely.

sheltered as could be.

now your too rebellious,

one day you'll be dead before dawn,

nobody can stop me.

estranged from everyone,

you know what your cousins look like?

most of mine are considered dead.

mom's side smokes weed.

im the youngest,

other then violet i think her name is?

oh and she has a brother too.

i dont even know his name.

most of my family dont know i exist.

i dont like it that way.

forced to live my parents life style.

stay inside and hide all day.

little one,

the word is dangerous and scary.

is that why you thought you were being followed today?

rape is your biggest fear.

how embarrassing it would be to scream for help.

little one there is no other side,

kill yourself before its too late."