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Poëzie

First few chapters are about this girl then the rest is just my life and me venting. If anyone read this please dont comment shit like "are u ok" or "talk to someone" i really dont need that and i present these problems alot stronger then they are i...

#borderline #borderlinepersonalitydisorder #bpd #eatingdisorder #ed #poetry #selfharm #sh #suicidalthoughts #suicide

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by campchloe1

by campchloe1

i will get on my hands and knees,

i will beg you not to leave me.

i will beg you to stay in my life,

the life you have yet even entered.

i don't know who you are,

but somehow i recognize your face more then my own.

i will run for 5 days straight.

i will find you to hug.

i need you to know i'm alive,

compared to your other fans, i'm above.

i get fucking pissed off when you don't post,

it's like a slap on the face.

"she's not posting because of YOU"

"it's your fault she doesn't love you"

we have talked three times,

now she won't respond.

i'll get one my hands and knees once more,

i cherish you,

I WANT YOUR LOVE.

don't leave me,

your songs voice my thoughts.

i know things you don't share,

my mind thinks above.

"please," i scream and shout.

"i love you more than anyone! I CAN PROOVE IT"

i slice my wrist like you do to yourself.

after all ur just a celebrity ratrace90210

my favourite person,

my ADDICTION

is someone who doesn't care.