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First few chapters are about this girl then the rest is just my life and me venting. If anyone read this please dont comment shit like "are u ok" or "talk to someone" i really dont need that and i present these problems alot stronger then they are i...

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ravers dream depression

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by campchloe1

by campchloe1

I'm sick of being happy,

i now feel insane.

i wanna be depressed,

like a ravers fantasy.

don't get me wrong,

i was once that way.

i'm loosing sight of shore,

and who i really am.

anti depressants,

grade eight,

you ruined my shot.

last summer i felt sad,

now all i think is that i was truly happy.

i struggled with food,

punching myself every day.

bruises instead of scars,

anorexic little whore.

"Britney spears" i want you back,

i want you just for the lore.

ravers dream depression,

drug addictions and more.

i didn't eat for 3 whole days,

could go for more.

fuck every tryna save me,

i know who i am.

i want summer 2023 back,

depression and more.

anger issues,

scared of who i am.

now i feel numb,

more meat to the bone.

i weighed myself yesterday,

im 20 pounds heavier then before.

i miss being 90 pounds at 5'3 and 13 years old,

an anorexic ravers fantasy.

i miss listening to gore,

dream ravers fantasy,

come make me your little coke whore.

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pictures from the best 2 months of my life convinced i was depressed