real psychward exclusive

my shoes

hold on one second,

let me untie my dirty converse and hand them to you.

do they fit?

let me rip out my eye balls and place them in your hands.

do you like the shade of blue?

let me grab a blade and carve out my brain,

my heart is next.

do you want my body too?

it doesn't matter,

here you go.

let me take you on a journey to show you what its like to be me.

look in the mirror.

do you like what you see?

no?! but look, my hand can fit around your wrist?

thats still not good enough?

why?

oh i get it,

do you miss your ribs?

you miss being thinner then paper?

i do too.

do you look human?

or are you an alien from nowhere?

do you feel real?

or are you a side character in a dream?

the world is spinning, off you meds again you go.

hey come over here!

you see your friends? go talk to them.

i'll watch you run back to me with tears in my eyes.

"i love them, they used to love me, what did i do wrong?" you cry out loud.

"are you crazy? there just talking to other people, calm down."

"no i can't do it! i feel too ignored and left out. i need to escape."

"aw but if you do that wont you be more left out because your never around?"

you shiver up and shake.

"i can't do it!" you yell and burst into the hall.

my ghost follows you,

mr wrbaskit yells some more.

"you need to ASK me to leave."

more teachers show up and stare.

you go from crying to laughter,

"oh this is a game to you?" he asks,

"IM NOT A NORMAL PERSON LIKE YOU ADORE!" you scream without mean.

you laugh maniacally, you stick you tongue and sore.

flying though the air,

dodging every word, everyones mean stare.

you get to the end,