im a lonely child,
one that grew up alone.
im a lonely child,
one who is too bored too breathe.
im a lonely child,
one who grew up with too many toys to play make belief.
im a lonely child,
one that is too bored to eat.
im a lonely child,
ones who's only entertainment is to bleed.
im a lonely child,
growing up sheltered as can be.
im a lonely child,
one who is too poor to leave.
im a lonely child,
one who never knows what to do.
im a lonely child,
one who grew up with no friends.
im a lonely child,
one who falls in love everyday.
im a lonely child,
one who stashes cigarettes away.
im a lonely child,
one who was depressed by age 9.
im a lonely child,
who deals with the burden all alone.
im a lonely child,
one who cant do anything because shes all alone.
im a lonely child,
one who wakes up at 3 o clock.
im a lonely child,
one who lays bed all day.
im a lonely child,
who tried to kill herself in may.
im a lonely child,
who almost died last june.
im a lonely child,
who doctors asked if it was a suicide attempt or a cry.
im a lonely child,
who sleeps all day.
im a lonely child,
one who's entertainment is to starve.
im a lonely child,
who got all the love.
im a lonely child,
with scars everywhere.
im a lonely child,
who will decay all alone.
im a lonely child,
who swore when she realizes shes awake and alive.
im a lonely child,
who is always alone and bored.
fuck growing up an only child.
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PoetryFirst few chapters are about this girl then the rest is just my life and me venting. If anyone read this please dont comment shit like "are u ok" or "talk to someone" i really dont need that and i present these problems alot stronger then they are i...