fp's hit hard,
im in love with borderlines curse.
i forgot how to breathe,
samantha.. will help me out of this mud?
i mirrored you,
forgot who i am.
dont you find it funny,
since you im always on instagram?
checking ur every move,
im stalking your discord too.
baby im scared,
i know your my one but you dont.
ive tricked my mind into believing your my soulmate,
without u im gonna die alone.
i know thats crazy,
but i think about you all day.
im surprised i dont have a diagnosis yet,
without you i'd rot away.
cuz im being dead fucking serious,
i genuinely believe she is my soulmate,
so it hurts cuz shes probably not.
but i fucking know she is.
today i listened to her voice,
no different then every other day before.
tell me why i didn't eat yesterday,
cuz she talked about a whore?
"when i feel your energy,
i feel divine.
I would sacrifice the world just for one night with you,
Cuz when our skin is gray and one of us die,
The other will feel the most unbearable pain imaginable."
im lost in the jungle,
and you are my home.
i dont care if you dont know me,
YOU ARE MY FUCKING HOME.
blonde hair,
brown eyes,
darling i know you so well.
its hard to get these words out,
my mind racing with your name.
skin and bones,
i can tell when your at your worst.
i understand your words,
ive lived through them all on my own.
darling come to me,
im 14 but for you i'd do ecstasy.
i'd do what you like,
make my teenage soul all yours.
letters scattered around my floor,
expressing how much you i adore.
im going inbetween unreasonable behaviour,
to pleading to forevermore.
baby for you i'd do molly,
cocaine,
fentanyl,
say it and i'd be on the floor.
treat me like shit,
i'll carve your name into my skin.
let me die on your arms,
im starving for you once more.
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i just want her to love me the way i love her.
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PoëzieFirst few chapters are about this girl then the rest is just my life and me venting. If anyone read this please dont comment shit like "are u ok" or "talk to someone" i really dont need that and i present these problems alot stronger then they are i...
