without your love im gonna shiver up and shake.
your non existent words feel like nothing but an ache.
here, hold my hand and lets merge into one.
sometimes thats the only way to feel okay.
you let go,
and the truth comes crashing down.
i guess you don't love me then.
hold me while i sleep,
and i'll promise not to fade away.
im the kind of person to always say "i love you" most.
i can't remember a time i didn't say it first.
your head on mine, shoulder below yours.
if i dont have your attention idk what to do with myself.
im like a little girl,
i'll get mad and run.
silent treatment is the best way.
then ill give up,
i will come back your way.
please just show me love,
the kind i never got.
just never make me feel like i wanna decay,
your words sound like music.
but i love ratrace more.
i need her to breathe,
i need you to adore.
your eyes sparkle,
you say they look like shit.
stop scaring me
don't traumatize me again.
sometimes your words are a knife,
jealousy issues grow in age.
please god just let me free.
i dont ever wanna love again unless its her.
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PoesieFirst few chapters are about this girl then the rest is just my life and me venting. If anyone read this please dont comment shit like "are u ok" or "talk to someone" i really dont need that and i present these problems alot stronger then they are i...