Every month of the year is filled with you.
Every month is you,
November 2022 you told me I'm your bestest friend ever.
And in December you told me I'm your entire universe and more.
January 2023 you told me you loved me more than your family.
February you told me nobody could ever replace me.
March you told me you'd love me even with those deep scars on my wrists.
April you told me I'm you're everything.
May we were planning our future together.
In June you tried to get rid of me, telling me to kill myself.
July you got on your hands and knees, begging for me back.
August you told me how much your in love with me, and discribed how you wanna fuck me.
September you told me you feel like you barley know me anymore.
October you blocked me and I found out you told everyone I tried to rape you.
This November you told me you hate me, I make you "uncomfortable"
And December I had a breakdown and got put on Anti Depressants.
18 days ago I overdosed on them.
I hate every month,
It's the constant reminder of each and every tramua you gave me,
Every month you give a new trauma,
Every month is you, you in disguise.
I can't get rid of you no matter how hard I try.
For fucks sake you gave me a disease I'm gonna have to live with forever.
BECAUSE OF YOU IM FUCKING TRUAMATIZED AND I CAN'T CHANGE THAT.
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PoesíaFirst few chapters are about this girl then the rest is just my life and me venting. If anyone read this please dont comment shit like "are u ok" or "talk to someone" i really dont need that and i present these problems alot stronger then they are i...
