i act like i'm over you but i'm not,
poems i haven't wrote but haunt me.
every song lyric is you,
i'm relapsing by your thought.
i'm traumatized by the notion of you,
everyone thinks i'm okay but i'm not.
everyone thinks i'm free,
they don't know i have bpd.
no one knows i forgot how to love,
they think i believe i'm above.
song lyrics are you,
cursing everyone word.
ratrace,
penelope scott,
falling in reverse,
there is always one song that sounds like you.
i don't know how to be me,
i forgot how to love.
that one decision broke me,
i did it for you.
your not here anymore,
i don't love you anymore,
yet you still shape my life.
a eating disorder broke me,
i'm still stranded in the mud.
brittle bones,
dreaming of a tiny waist.
they don't know im depressed,
its my little secret.
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PoetryFirst few chapters are about this girl then the rest is just my life and me venting. If anyone read this please dont comment shit like "are u ok" or "talk to someone" i really dont need that and i present these problems alot stronger then they are i...
