in the past 18 hours i've bled too much
downed too many pills
i haven't eaten enough
i haven't drinked enough water
i forget how to spell my name
mom and dad can you just shut the fuck up about what we should have for dinner
i hate food why wont you let me be skinny like i was last summer
now you always force me to eat
just let my eating disorder come back
it's fine idc i just wanna be pretty again
can you guys fuck off and just let me die in my room
why aren't my meds working
somebody help me i can't breathe
YOU ARE READING
real psychward exclusive
PuisiFirst few chapters are about this girl then the rest is just my life and me venting. If anyone read this please dont comment shit like "are u ok" or "talk to someone" i really dont need that and i present these problems alot stronger then they are i...
