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trapped in life ft. me

im trapped in life,

so fucking desperate to be a strangers wife.

im trapped in life,

wearing my heart on my sleeve.

im trapped in life,

i feel the best when im lonely.

im quite ungrateful,

did you know that?

i take a person and use them til im bored,

im not gonna give you love,

i'll kill you if i feel ignored.

i dont wanna feel this way,

but the fact is that i do,

so whats a girl supposed to do?

im a fuckin loser,

downed some pills cuz i wanna feel alive.

hide my face run and cry,

snort some 'zac pretend its coke,

all cuz i wanna feel alive.

baggy fit on me,

starvation is key.

got olivia to blame,

cuz of her all i feel is shame.

thoughts tellin me i raped her,

yeah im a perverted creep.

dreams of having a glock on me,

finna blast it at the school party.

im fuckin psychotic,

did you know that?

sip of some energy,

get the shakes the next day.

withdrawal symptoms to all these drugs,

bouta cop more when im old.

cant wait to shoot up some H,

followed by F.

give me some xan for these shakes,

idc if they fake,

if it kill me its a blessin to be frank.

i wanna hurt everyone,

slit my wrist.

"everyone look at me i just fuckin od'd!"

put some roses on my grave n forget about me,

ion wanna be remembered cuz i dont like me.

look into the mirror,

i dont know who that is but that isnt me.