im in the shower 2nite,
washing my skin clean.
im in the shower 2nite,
scratching my skin raw.
blood streams down my thighs,
bugs crawl all over me and i shriek.
one day ill have to face you and say,
I'll look at you and sigh.
"Do you know how many times I've carved your name into my thigh?"
im in the shower 2nite,
screaming your name as tears flow.
im in the shower 2nite,
cuz i see your face when im not.
olivia i saw you in my dream last night,
i felt numb and bare.
olivia i saw your mom today,
she looked at me and stared.
im in the shower 2nite,
my trauma will always be there.
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PoetryFirst few chapters are about this girl then the rest is just my life and me venting. If anyone read this please dont comment shit like "are u ok" or "talk to someone" i really dont need that and i present these problems alot stronger then they are i...
