living life sicker then a dog.
i'm getting out of my happy head,
taking a walk down memory lane.
i'm walking all the way home,
slicing my thigh,
i can no longer say i'm clean.
limping down the highway,
running from my pretend home.
jeans burn me,
make me curse out and cry.
this time i'll be taking it a notch further,
i'll puke out my guts till i feel bone.
choking on my own blood,
the sink turning red.
desperately trying to get out even more,
fingers scratching trying to find a main artery,
dizziness floods me,
guess what i got away with missing another meal!
i'll never be attractive.
YOU ARE READING
real psychward exclusive
PoetryFirst few chapters are about this girl then the rest is just my life and me venting. If anyone read this please dont comment shit like "are u ok" or "talk to someone" i really dont need that and i present these problems alot stronger then they are i...