just give up on me,
you know im almost done.
theres no saving me now,
i think about drugs so much they turn up in my dreams.
in my sleep,
im begging, stealing, selling shit for xan.
glimpse of my future,
only thing that could stop me is sammie's fully capable hand.
suicide,
slitmythigh.com.
carve another name into me cuz love is just a scam,
idek anymore.
you know I don't give a shit,
js dose me up and filter out my brain.
im tired of pretending im not demented,
i got a giant bag full of pills.
im the chosen one,
two people in me,
my body is one.
nobody has met my brain,
when they do she cant come out.
i wish i was one,
not a psychopathic bitch.
cant explain these words,
without ending up in a ditch.
pills arent what i want,
drugs is what i need.
thankyou for the simple recreational ones,
ive od'd on too many.
ive od'd on zoloft,
one time i took more then ten 75mg pills.
i od'd by like 500mg and went to the hospital and almost got my stomach gone.
didnt eat and took 12 pills off l-ascorbic acid,
chugged water then got sick.
ive taken a shit ton of pills.
i want the hard shit,
MDMA stop teasing and come to me,
i see fucking white pills in my dreams.
im in luv with benz n drugs,
hmu cuz i just od'd on some methylphenidate.
i feel the kleenex soaking up my blood,
feeling manic i love this fly.
mom told me i need to take my meds,
so i od'd off them and now im high🙈
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PoesíaFirst few chapters are about this girl then the rest is just my life and me venting. If anyone read this please dont comment shit like "are u ok" or "talk to someone" i really dont need that and i present these problems alot stronger then they are i...
