My December (Cole Pendery Story) Book 3

Chapter 29 Part 1

Liv POV

I stood there frozen for a minute as I looked at Brooke.

"Is this true?" I asked.

Brooke looked at me. "It's nothing serious," Brooke said.

"How long?" I asked with tears in my eyes.

"A few days, but I'm not helping him cheat on you. You guys have been over for what? Three months now? He wants to move on, the songs you are writing are saying you want to move on as well. Set him free," Brooke said.

"It's not that simple," I said.

"It could be," Brooke said before she walked away.

I ran over to my dressing room and grabbed my notebook and started writing.

"Three months

and I'm still sober

Picked all my weeds,

but kept the flowers

but I know

It's never really over," I wrote.

I grabbed my laptop and kept writing as the tears streamed down my face.

"And I don't know

This could break my heart or save me

Nothing's real

Until you let go completely,

So here I go with all my thoughts

I've been saving

So here I go with all my fears

Weighing on me," I wrote.

"Then the chorus," I said before I grabbed a tissue and cleaned my face.

"And I don't know," I wrote.

I could crash and burn but maybe

At the end of this road

I might catch a glimpse of me

So I won't worry about my timing

I wanna get it right

No comparing, second guessing

No not this time.

"I seriously want to hate him but I just can't," I said as I ran my fingers through my hair. There was a knock on my door as I looked up.

"Liv?" Olivia Holt asked poking her head in. "Can we talk?" She asked. I shrugged. Olivia came over to me and took a seat beside me. "I know this hurts, Red is chewing her out for doing this to you, she wants to kick her out of the band," Olivia said.

"Let her do it," I said before I went back to typing the song. "This song is called "Sober," I said as I placed the title on top of the page. "This might just be my Taylor Swift track five," I said.

"That's good," Olivia said. I shrugged.

Three months

And I'm still breathing

Been a long road since those

Hands that left my tears in

But I know

It's never really over, no.

I heard my phone text tone as I took a second to look over at the text.

Colby: Hey, I heard the rumors, hope you are okay. If you need a place to stay, you can stay with Sam and I, and some other guys, we got a mansion!

I smiled.