Lily's POV
I can't believe I put Gabe through what I just did. He probably doesn't even care. He probably didn't mean it when he said he loved me. No one loves me. He can't love a suicidal girl like me. He needs a perfect girl who doesn't cut, who isn't suicidal, and who won't hurt him.
While Gabe and I were cleaning my cuts, I hung my head down and cried trying not to let Gabe see. I've put him through too much today.
"We need to go to the hospital. These need stitches because they won't stop bleeding." He said.
I nodded my head, wiped away my tears before looking at Gabe.
He picked me up bridal style and sat me on my bed. He looked through my closet and found a pair of shorts and had me put them on while he looked away.
While I was putting them on, I kept thinking.
He's mad at you now. He hates you now. If you just died he would be happy.
I let a tear fall and I wiped it away before Gabe saw it. I turned around and Gabe helped me out my window and helped me into his car and we drove to the hospital.
I looked down at my hands and just thought. I looked over at Gabe and he did look angry.
I let a tear fall and then I felt a hand on my leg.
"Pleasd don't cry Lily. I'm not mad at you. I was worried but now I know that you're gonna be okay, I'm glad." He said smiling.
I wiped away my tears and looked at him.
He set his hand on my cheek and looked at me when we parked at the hospital. I bit my lip to keep from blushing and he smiled.
"Let's go." He said smiling.
He got out of the car and got me out and carried me inside bridal style.
"We need to get her in like right now. She's cut really bad and it won't stop bleeding." He said.
"Okay what's your guy's names?" The front desk lady asked.
"Lily and Gabriel Conte." He said.
"Okay we'll get her back now." She said calling down nurses.
"Lily amd Gabriel Conte?" I asked.
"Well I didn't think you wanted them to contact your parents so I used my last name." He said smirking.
I was soon passed on to a stretcher and pulled into a room.
Gabe's Pov
I waited for one of the nurses to call me back so I could see her.
When I told her that I loved her, I really meant it. I mean for real, no girl has ever made me feel the way Lily does. Her smile brightens the room. Her eyes are the perfect shade of green, and the little mole above her lip is just plain out adorable.
"Mr. Conte?" One of the nurses called for me.
I walked up to him and he said to follow him to Lily's room. Whem we got there, her legs and her arm was all stitched up and she kept messing with the stitches.
"You two may now go home. Mr. Conte can I talk to you before you leave?" The doctor said.
We walked out of the room and talked.
"So I noticed Lily had some other cuts and scars on her body. And I need you keep a close eye on her. If she cuts as deep as she did this one. I need you to keep an eye on her. She's already lost too much blood and we can't have her lose anymore." He said.
I nodded and the doctor kept speaking.
"Also I noticed a bruise on her side ans her stomach like someone kicked her." He said.
"Her parents." I said rolling my eyes.
"Well I suggest she stay at your house for a while until something is done with her parents." He said.
I thanked the doctor and Lily and I walked out of the hospital.
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I'm Sorry (Gabriel Conte)
FanficWhen Gabriel Conte moves to a new school in North Carolina, life changes for Lily Jacobson. She self harms, and she's suicidal. But will Gabriel be the one to flip Lily's life around?