Johanna lets out a small smile as she looks over her shoulder at her husband who walks behind her watching her closely. She lays her sewing onto her lap as she stands to face him, the smile vanishing when she looks at the expression on the King's face.
"Husband?" She asks nervously "What ails you?"
"You are to be sent to Dragonstone upon the morrow," Daemon states to his wife who nods without thinking before she slowly starting to shake her head as her eyes widen and she tries to reach for her husband who starts to leave her chambers.
"Please! Please Daemon d-!" Johanna gasps with a small yelp as she is pushed away from the man she was trying to hold onto and she crashes to the ground. Blinking in shock Johanna moans in pain as she puts her hand around the one she had used to break her fall.
"You brought down this house!" Daemon glares at his wife who looked up at him in shock on the stone floor of her chambers that he had just thrown her to.
With a scoff Daemon turns and marches out of the Queen's chambers the storm of fury surrounding him.
Johanna watched her husband leave tears falling down her face as she saw her whole life walk away from her. She believed then that no one wished to have her with them, that they blamed her for everything that had happened to her house.
Her children's house.
Her husband's house.
The house that had taken her in when she had no one.
The Queen gasps out a sob as she puts her hand to her mouth as she stands rubbing her hands on her skirts as she walks onto the balcony in the hopes of calming her breathing as she looks over the sea before looking down at the rocks below.
Before she knows what is happening the Queen is on the railing as tears fall down her face as she closes her eyes taking deep steadying breaths.
Taking a deep breath Johanna lets a smile fall onto her lips as she stepped off of the railing of the Queen's chambers like Queen Helaena had done almost 200 years before her.
The Queen had lost her children, their deaths were on her head as was the death of her lover. The kind and pure Ser Sebastian Cooke who never watches his children grow and was not allowed to claim them for so long.
Daemon who had just left walked away from the chambers was not aware of the fact that the love of his life was falling to her death with a smile on her face.
As she fell the Queen believed she was making the lives of everyone around her easier without her in them.
The only people she thought would miss her was her youngest son Tommen and youngest daughter Ellyn who was on the road to the Vale where she was to marry the Lord Robert Arryn.
So as she was rejoined with the ground she was at peace with her choice and her tears had been dried by the air that had surrounded her on her fall.
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Lady Lannister || Game of Thrones
FanfictionLady Johanna Lannister was born to Lord Tywin Lannister and Princess Daella Targaryen his first wife. Lady Johanna held no Lannister looks thus, Aerys II the Mad King demanded she marry his second born son the Prince Daemon Targaryen. 10 moons afte...