Waves Of Love(GL)

Chapter 42

Someone's POV

                                "Grieving"

1 week ago..

Tonight is the sixth night, until now I still can't believe that my older brother is gone.

It's like I'm having a worst nightmare but the difference is I'm awake while I'm looking at my older brother's coffin, it's like I'm being repeatedly stabbed in my heart with so much pain.

We were young when we lost our parents, my older brother stands as father and mother to me and to our youngest sister, Antonette. He is such a good brother to us, a caring, loving and responsible brother but now he's gone, it's so damn hard to accept.

One of the hardest things to accept is how he died, he was tormented and killed by a heartless person. So I will make sure that he pays for the death of my older brother, I don't care if It's a good or bad ways but I'll make him pay for what he did, at all costs.

"Kuya(Older Brother)he's here" My youngest sister, Antonette whispered to me as I looked around the church.

The audacity of this man to go back and forth here, he is also one of the people to blame for my brother's death.

I clinched my fists as I got up and approached him "What the hell are you doing here? I told you not to show your thick face here again" I was about to push him but Antonette held my arm.

"Kuya, please calm down" She said worriedly.

I don't fucking care if people here are looking and talking about us.

"Cool down your head, I'm not here to fight and I told you I'm not your enemy right? I'm an ally, I am the only one who can help you" He whispered while smirking.

This fvcking asshole.

"I'll take care of you and your sister, like you two, Anthony is also very important to me. I'm not here as his boss, he is like a brother to me, so I'm also grieving and having a hard time accepting his loss" He added while tapping my shoulder as I shove his hand.

I don't fucking believe and trust this man, I know that he's not an ordinary man, he's cunning and dangerous.

"I told you, I don't need you not even your fucking help! I myself will do it for my brother, besides I won't involve the others who are not at fault for his death. If you have nothing much to say, just leave" I don't need him or his fucking help, I don't know what or where to start but I'll make sure I'll make the murderer of my brother pay for what he did.

He just chuckled "How harsh of you but it's okay, you're grieving so I understand you. If you change your mind, then you know where to find me. Since you are Anthony's brother, my offer has no time limit. I gotta go" He said before walking out of the church.

Damn that scumbag, Alejandro Cuevas.

As much as possible I don't want to end up taking his damn offer, but my salary is not enough as well as my savings so I hope my friends would lend me money.

"Kuya, please have some rest first, you hardly have enough rest and sleep, you might get sick" Antonette said worriedly.

"I'm okay, I still can handle it. how about you? I know you're tired and sleepless too, take a rest" I can't be weak in front of Antonette, I need to be stronger for her.

"Don't worry about me I'm okay, Kuya. uhm Kuya, I have something to say but please don't be mad" I got so nervous yet curious at what she said.

"What is it, Antonette?" I asked.

"He handed me a big amount of money, he was so pushy that I didn't-" My head immediately got hot from what she said.

"Why did you do that? we don't need his fucking money, Antonette! especially when he was just cleaning his hands because he knew to himself that he was one of the reasons for our brother's death" How dare that fucking scumbag trying to bribe us.

"I'm s-sorry and I know that Kuya, but we don't have enough money for all of these expenses so we really need this money, we don't have a choice Kuya! we just have to swallow our pride now" I hate that somehow, Antonette has a point.

I don't know what to do anymore, If I accept his offer I know there's a big return and I hate it, I only want to take revenge on one person, but that fucking scumbag wants me to involve the other people that related to that murderer.

I also hate myself for feeling this evil desire, the desire to get rid of that animal as well as his loved ones, he tormented my brother like an animal before he took his life and  I badly want to do the same to him before I kill him.

That scumbag told me that apart from my brother, that animal has taken several lives, his evilness needs to end. I don't want to involve anyone, especially those people who are really innocent and just victims like us, but if I need to involve those people to get the justice my brother deserves, I'll put aside the conscience in the bottom of my heart.

"Let me think about it, Antonette. I want to be alone so leave me, just go home and rest" I need enough time to think, my mind is too chaotic right now.

"Please, don't be stubborn. Leave me alone, just go home" I firmly said.

She let out a deep sigh "I understand, Kuya. Please don't starve yourself, I'll go ahead" Antonette sadly said with small bitter smile.

I just nodded while looking at her walking out of the church.

I freaking didn't expect this to happen, out of all the people in this world, why my brother??? why us??? why those people??? so fucking unfair.

This is awful, the special thing between us is meant to be broken after how many years.

Is this how the destiny played us? it's freaking hard to believe, to accept.