Emotion Overload

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Jeez. My uploads have been more inconsistent than Jesus's comings. Motivation can be a bitch sometimes, huh.

In all seriousness, just to throw this out there, this series is not dying unless I am.

I will finish it, even if I completely lose motivation. Tho, the quality might go down in that case.

That's all. Good luck living long enough to see this story's end!

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I woke up with a refreshed mind.

But I didn't get out of bed. I didn't want to.

I started thinking over my future actions.

...

"I give up."

That's right.

I give up.

I couldn't do this shit anymore.

I just wanted to have a normal life.

I didn't want a life where I was constantly afraid of the future.

I didn't want a life where I could do nothing, but think of all the deaths that are going to happen.

I'll just leave everything to the more capable people around me.

It's not like I did nothing either. I told everyone the future so that they will be more prepared for it. That's not nothing, so I won't feel guilty for not doing enough... right?

And after I say everything... Maybe I'll visit Obuch again.

That'll probably make me feel better.

...No, it won't.

I still can't forget the deaths I caused there. It will make me feel worse.

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But isn't coming to terms good? If I get closure... will I feel better?

...

Why are emotions so hard?! I don't know anything at this point!

...

Whatever. I'll think about this later.

I still have everyone to talk to.

I cover myself in my blanket and do nothing...

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After a while, Crusch called me into her office.

When I enter it, I see that Felix and Wilhelm are also there.

Good. That'll save some time.

Wilhelm: "I do not like that look in your eyes, Cylob."

Cylob: "I predicted that... But that's not what's important right now."

I stand in the middle of the room, with the three's eyes on me.

I take a deep breath.

I've already made up my mind on telling them, but I'm still afraid that something will go wrong.

My anxiety is still there after all.

What if they don't believe me? What if some foreign entity will kill them because I told them the future? Will everything really be fine?

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