The sinners secret. {radioapple}

🍎chapter 11🍎

                                (Lucifers pov)
-next chapter is going to be in alastors pov dw!!!-
Its been a couple weeks since I set Al free from his deal with my ex wife. And although we shared a pretty...special. Night, its just been a silent agreement to pretend nothing happened..we argue around charlie, but he's always in my bed by morning. Sometimes he's just next to me, others he's cuddling me. But he's always there..

                                          ...
I am sitting in my room, its 3am and I'm not able to sleep. I can't stop thinking about charlie and lilith...I just can't believe she'd do that to poor charlie..I mean I can. But not to charlie. Anybody else? Yes. I dont know what I saw in her. Eugh.
                What snaps me out of my thoughts is alastor, walking in from the shadows. He looks tired and agitated. He's about to climb in bed when he realizes I'm still awake. I sit up. "Well you're here pretty earlier."
"Its 3am on the dot." He mumbles, Walking closer. I chuckle.
                               He climbs in bed and lays his head on my stomach. Taking a deep breath. All the agitation almost melts as he nuzzles into me.
"Couldn't sleep I take it.?" He asks.
       "Lost in thought I suppose."
"Mm.." he mumbles, not even able to finish the sound before hes asleep..I sigh and play with his ears. What else is concerning is that vox had a camera in his room. Maybe thats why he came in here? But he does leave it in there. He said it was funny, And "became a routine to flick him off every morning." Which is silly. I never thought of him in such ways til now. I just dont believe he could love me the same. He must be using me..I'm powerful..thats all they ever want. Fuck. Don't cry.
                    Tears brim in my eyes and blink them away. Alastor what are you doing to me..

                                          ...
The next morning I woke up, and he was gone. Hah. I climb out of bed, and snap my clothes on. Grabbing my anti depressants and taking them dry. "Eugh.."
         Before I can get out the door...alastor walks in from the shadows. "Can we talk.."

-OMG THIS CHAPTERS SOOOO SHORT BUT I PROMISE IM TRYING!!! IM ALMOST DREADING THE NEXT CHAPTER ITS SO SAD!!!😞😕-