The sinners secret. {radioapple}

🍎chapter 47🍎

(Alastors pov)

I walk into my room.
Empty.
...

"𝐁𝐚𝐛𝐞!" 𝐋𝐮𝐜𝐢𝐟𝐞𝐫 𝐥𝐚𝐮𝐠𝐡𝐬, 𝐈 𝐤𝐢𝐬𝐬 𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐧𝐞𝐜𝐤 𝐨𝐯𝐞𝐫 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐨𝐯𝐞𝐫.
"𝐬𝐞𝐫𝐢𝐨𝐮𝐬𝐥𝐲 𝐈'𝐦 𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐢𝐧𝐠!"
𝐈 𝐩𝐮𝐥𝐥 𝐛𝐚𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐥𝐨𝐨𝐤 𝐢𝐧𝐭𝐨 𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐞𝐲𝐞𝐬,
"𝐨𝐡 𝐬𝐨 𝐲𝐨𝐮'𝐝 𝐫𝐚𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐝?"
𝐇𝐞 𝐬𝐦𝐢𝐥𝐞𝐬.
"𝐝𝐨𝐧'𝐭 𝐝𝐨 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐭..𝐧𝐞𝐫𝐝..!"
"𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐤𝐧𝐨𝐰 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞 𝐦𝐞,"
𝐈 𝐤𝐢𝐬𝐬 𝐡𝐢𝐦, 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐛𝐨𝐨𝐤 𝐝𝐫𝐨𝐩𝐩𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐭𝐨 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐟𝐥𝐨𝐨𝐫 𝐚𝐬 𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐡𝐚𝐧𝐝𝐬 𝐬𝐥𝐢𝐝𝐞 𝐭𝐨 𝐦𝐲 𝐧𝐞𝐜𝐤.

I frown, turning back around.
Sitting down at the dining table and flicking on my radio.
Old music playing through it.
Fuck..
I miss him so much...

...

"Bossss!.." Niffty whines. "Sirrrrr!!!"
"Niffty, in the most respectful way possible. Shut the fuck up!" I snap.
Trying to complete my paperwork.
"But its time for the sinner meeting!!"
"So??"
She frowns.
"Lulu isn't here.."
Shit.
He takes care of the meetings.
"Check his office for meeting arrangements and have vanessa take care of it."
"Yes sir!"
She runs out and I sigh.
Deep breaths Al.
So many memories running through my head.
My first and only love gone over silly arguments.
I miss him so much.

"𝐝𝐢𝐝 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐤𝐧𝐨𝐰 𝐬𝐧𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐬𝐦𝐞𝐥𝐥 𝐰𝐢𝐭𝐡 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐢𝐫 𝐭𝐨𝐧𝐠𝐮𝐞? 𝐓𝐡𝐚𝐭𝐬 𝐬𝐨 𝐨𝐝𝐝."
𝐈 𝐥𝐨𝐨𝐤 𝐮𝐩 𝐟𝐫𝐨𝐦 𝐦𝐲 𝐩𝐚𝐩𝐞𝐫𝐬.
"𝐢𝐬 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐲𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐰𝐚𝐲 𝐨𝐟 𝐠𝐞𝐭𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐲 𝐚𝐭𝐭𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧?"
𝐇𝐞 𝐬𝐞𝐭𝐬 𝐝𝐨𝐰𝐧 𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐛𝐨𝐨𝐤.
"𝐦𝐚𝐲𝐛𝐞.."
𝐈 𝐬𝐦𝐢𝐥𝐞.
"𝐢𝐭'𝐬 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐤𝐢𝐧𝐠."
𝐇𝐞 𝐥𝐚𝐮𝐠𝐡𝐬 𝐬𝐨𝐟𝐭𝐥𝐲. "𝐤𝐞𝐭𝐜𝐡𝐮𝐩 𝐰𝐚𝐬 𝐨𝐧𝐜𝐞 𝐬𝐨𝐥𝐝 𝐚𝐬 𝐦𝐞𝐝𝐢𝐜𝐢𝐧𝐞, 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐬𝐥𝐨𝐭𝐡𝐬 𝐜𝐚𝐧 𝐡𝐨𝐥𝐝 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐢𝐫 𝐛𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐭𝐡𝐬 𝐥𝐨𝐧𝐠𝐞𝐫 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐧 𝐝𝐨𝐥𝐩𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐬."
"𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐥𝐥𝐲?"
𝐇𝐞 𝐬𝐢𝐭𝐬 𝐨𝐧 𝐦𝐲 𝐥𝐚𝐩 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐈 𝐥𝐨𝐨𝐤 𝐚𝐭 𝐡𝐢𝐦.
"𝐲𝐞𝐩! 𝐀𝐧𝐝 𝐚𝐯𝐨𝐜𝐚𝐝𝐨𝐬? 𝐓𝐡𝐞𝐲𝐫𝐞 𝐧𝐨𝐭 𝐯𝐞𝐠𝐞𝐭𝐚𝐛𝐥𝐞𝐬."
𝐈 𝐜𝐡𝐮𝐜𝐤𝐥𝐞 𝐚 𝐛𝐢𝐭.
"𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐞𝐬 𝐨𝐧𝐞, 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐝𝐞𝐯𝐢𝐥𝐬 𝐚𝐜𝐭𝐮𝐚𝐥𝐥𝐲 𝐞𝐱𝐭𝐫𝐞𝐦𝐞𝐥𝐲 𝐬𝐢𝐥𝐥𝐲."
𝐈 𝐤𝐢𝐬𝐬 𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐟𝐨𝐫𝐞𝐡𝐞𝐚𝐝.
"𝐟𝐚𝐜𝐭𝐬 𝐚𝐫𝐞 𝐟𝐚𝐜𝐭𝐬, 𝐈 𝐬𝐮𝐩𝐩𝐨𝐬𝐞." 𝐈 𝐚𝐝𝐝.

I set down my pen and stand up, I can't focus like this.
All I see is him.
All I hear is him.
Everything.
My world revolves around him.
But he's made up his mind.
Whatever.

"Boss the- woah you look like shit." Vanessa says, walking into the room.
I glare up at her.
"Whats got your panties in a bunch."
"Careful. I'll snap your fucking head off with a tone like that."
"Is it that blonde dude? Thought you didn't do dating. What'd i miss."
"Shut the fuck up vanessa."
"What I'm curious..youve kept me locked up in that stupid radio of yours for decades!"
"Yk what? Yeah. Its that blonde guy. The king. I'm losing my fucking mind over him. You happy?"
..
"Well you didnt have much sanity left to lose. Why not just talk it out?"
"He made up his mind. I'm not going to argue."
"So you're not gonna fight for love? Ew that sounded cheesy. Whatever. You're loss anyways."
I want to broadcast her screams more than ever before.
Fucking hell.
But she's right.
I've lost him.