The sinners secret. {radioapple}

🍎chapter 12🍎

I shadow into his room..fucking nervous. "Can we talk.." I mumble. Stop mumbling alastor! Mama didn't raise a mumbler!
"Uh. Al its time for breakfast..? Everyone wants pancakes."
"Oh. Right. Sorry."
He hesitates.
"No. Tell me, they can wait." He says. Walking over to me. I look at the short man. My ears shifting. I just know im more red than my suit. I can feel it. Its awful.
Its so hot...
"I uhm- so. I have something. Important? Yeah. Uhm"
He looks up at me, he looks confused, somewhat concerned too. Fuck its getting hotter.
Fuck satan! Not literally.
"Al..? Just spit it out.."
"I-.."
silence...
He sighs.
"How about..." he looks around. "Write it down. And bring it to me after breakfast."
He hands me paper and a pencil. Shit...
Before i can say anything else he's leaving.
"Wait-!"
Its too late. My ears droop.
Why is this so hard...
"I love you.."

(AGHHHHHHHHHHH IM DYING!!)

...
After breakfast I slide the note under the door of his suite, praying to the stupid lord that he'll see it.
"Alastor!" Charlie says, running up to me from my place in the hallway. "Why are you in front of dads door?"
"Oh nothing my darling! Just checking for bugs! Gotta make sure nifftys doing her job! Ha!ha!" I respond.
Dumbest lie I've ever come up with I swear to satan.
"Oh. Well...rosies here, she said you guys are going uhm...finger picking? Whatever cannibalistic thing that is.."
I smile. Right..rosie and I had plans..she's great at cheering me up! "Oh. Correct! I must be off!" I leave the hallway.

Once me and rosie are outside the hotel she clears her throat.
"Your smiles forced. Whatve you done? Is that leash of yours gone?"
"Well...about that."
She looks at me.
"Lucifer..helped me."
She gasps. "Oh my satan!! Are you guys a thing??? Oh my!" She starts rambling..
"No. We aren't. But.."
She stops and looks at me, tilting her head slightly. "But what..?"
"But..I tried to talk to him this morning about it..but he was busy. And told me to just..write it down. I slipped it under his door before I left.."
She doesn't say anything as we walk. Not for a while.
"Wait. You guys have kissed. But you haven't talked about dating?"
Shit..I forgot I told her that..damnit.

We were gone awhile, the pride ring had a small food festival. Rosie found fresh fingers to snack on and I found a small duck, it had a white top hat and it was carrying an apple on its back. Reminded me of lucifer. Was 30 bucks but shortly became free when the stall owner realized the radio demon was standing in front of him. What a pussy.
When I got back I saw angel dust sitting on a bar stool, hugging husker who was in the one next to him. I didn't wanna intrude, or be dragged into it.
So I shadowed to lucifers room. The shower was running. I sat down and pulled out the little duck.
It was smaller than my palm, really small for 30 bucks. Not like I spent 30 bucks but..if someone did it'd be quite dumb.

When he got out the shower, there was a few minutes of silence before he walked out of the bathroom, his blonde hair wet and freshly washed, he was wearing a blue shirt with ducks all over it and some white shorts. How cute.
"Oh!...Al.." He said. "I uhm..wasn't expecting you. Its not 3am...on the dot."
A small smile tries to crawl up my lips but I stop it. "I know. I can..come back?"
He frowns. "I don't know.." I swear he whispers.
what..?
"How about..tomorrow night..!"
"What about my note?"
"I read it..I just..I need some time. Thats all."
"Oh."
What is this feeling..I feel like absolute shit. I stand and look at him, he's avoiding eye contact.
"Bye."
And I shadow out. Leaving him there. I mightve actually been in the mood for cuddles tonight. Now i'm not so sure i wanna feel a single thing...