The sinners secret. {radioapple}

🍎chapter 90🍎

                               (Lucifers pov)

It's been a week since lute and I spoke about lilith, and im only growing more worried.
What could lilith possible want.
I sigh and climb into bed, pulling the covers over my head.
"You okay, hun?" Al says, climbing next to me.
"Tired. Exhausted. Dead!"
"Dramatic?"
"Nu uh." I pull the cover off and look at him.
"I believe so,"
"Meh meh meh meh."
He smiles at me, leaning down and giving me a kiss. "Get some rest, drama king."
"I don't think I can."
"Well dying isn't an option. So suck it up."
"Wow, so loving."
He pulls me into his arms.
"I love you. I love you. I love you, I love you a thousand times more."
"Okay! Okay!" I say, looking at him.
"I love you."
He kisses me, pulling me closer.
"I love you too.." I mumble.
"Now, goodnight."
"Good night."

...

I walk out of the hotel, heading down the sidewalk.
I needed a moment to myself, I feel tired.
I don't like feeling tired.
It reminds me of the days I never left my bed, how all I could do was make ducks.
Not even for anyone.
Just myself,
Alone.
I don't want to be alone again, I don't want to feel tired.
I did sleep.
But the thought of lilith returning is terrifying me
What if she does? Then what?
Will she fight?
Give me up?
Will she care at all?
Oh course she will..I'm not under her control anymore.
She'll be pissed.

I sigh, walking down the street.
Maybe I just need a coffee.
I walk into the coffee shop, standing in line.
"Lucifer?"
I turn and see anthony.
"Hey!" He says, giving me a hug.
"Hey anthony,"
I hug him back, before letting go and taking a step back.
"How you been?"
"Good! Val and I have opened up a real film studio. Makin better movies."
"Oh? Congratulations, I'm sure that's exciting,"
He nods.
"What about you? What've you been up to?"
"The usual, Azzie started school,"
"Yeah? Thats awesome. Husk and I don't want kids,"
"Really? You'd be great with kids, you know, minus the shit you put Azzie up to."
He laughs.
"Hey it's funny, be lucky I ain't teaching her how to cuss,"
"Al would murder you, adam cussed and she repeated it. Almost ripped his head off his body."
"Well that is Al for you, he's not one to admit it but he's overprotective of anyone he loves."
I smile, taking a step up in line.
"Do you have anything going on? We ain't hung out in awhile!"
"Oh, no, I told Al I was going to be out all day,"
"You wanna come see the new and improved vee tower?"
"You guys fixed it? That thing was an eyesore."
He laughs.
"Yes, it's much more in for pride city, and we renamed the building." He explains.
"Well, I'd be happy to join you, but I need coffee first."
"Yea, me too."
We laugh, and step up once more in line.
Anthonys always been a great friend, maybe I just need someone who isn't constantly around me.
I haven't been out much since I found out about the angels sneaking around.
Only for the kids.
I just need someone to talk to, that I don't see everyday.
Thats all!