The sinners secret. {radioapple}

🍎chapter 23🍎

            Translations are at end of the chapter
                                 (Lucifers pov)
I am laying on the floor of the cellur I've been in for..17 days. I dont know why I had to sleep on the floor. I don't know a lot of things. Vox clearly wants to fuck Al. But why's he doing it to me instead. The moments still haunt me. I'm cold. Tired. Hungry. Numb.
The door opens and Vox walks in with a bowl of presumably oatmeal. If I get out of here..I'm never eating oatmeal again..
"Get up." Vox demands. Setting the bowl down beside my numb body. I hear him, but I can't bring myself to move.
He bends down and pulls me up by my neck.
"What did I say? Get up." He throws me back and my back hits the wall.
So numb.
"Eat."
I slowly grab the bowl and begin to eat.
"Good boy~"
I hate that phrase.

                                      ...

I don't know what time it is, I don't even know what day it is. Monday..Wednesday..who knows! Haha..
             Vox has cut me everywhere. The wrists the stomach the neck the face. I don't think they're going to go away when I get this chain off.
I hate my life.
I feel it being sucked from me. Between the blood loss and the chains not allowing my body to heal. Is this where I'm going to die?
My eyes slowly begin to close.
Drifting.
Between each blink I see the door open.
Vox back already?
I dont know..
I feel my hands being moved..and suddenly I gasp for air.
I look up and see him..
"Al.."
I jump into his arms and hold him tight as tears flow down my cheeks. I still feel numb..but I feel love too. I'm so exhausted. I wanna go home..
"I'm so sorry Lu.." he says, kissing me over and over. I return each kiss. I need a makeup for each day I missed.
He picks me up and holds me tight, my legs wrapped around his waist.
"I missed you so much.." I mumble.
He just kisses me again. This time much longer.
I missed this. I missed him. His hair. His lips. His smile. His eyes. Everything.

...
(Alastors pov)
It's been a few days since I brought Lu home. He's been rather distant with everyone. And he's insistant on us sleeping in separate beds. He won't tell me why. I can only assume vox did things to him that he's terrified of. Although he insists on sleeping alone, He has been in my bed every morning. Always on the opposite side and facing away. I think my presence is comforting him. But the situation is not. Regardless. If this is what he needs to get better then so be it. No matter how much I miss his touch.
I hate this for him. I hate that he can't function anymore. He's stuck in the moments that scarred him. Quite literally. Some of the less deep cuts are healing. Thankfully most of them. Although the one across his lips won't. Vox has been wrapped in the same angelic rope and tied in rosies basement. He's gonna be that way for as long as it takes for Lu to feel better.

"Lu..baby..what are you doing."
He sets ducks on the floor all facing the door.
"N-nothing."
I sigh and stand up, walking over to him. I gently pull him into a hug he doesn't reciprocate.
"I promise you I won't let anyone hurt you. The ducks are only making a mess."
He stands there with his head against my chest.
"Here. I've got you something." I say, letting go and pulling something out of my pocket. It's a rubber duck. Except it's red with little deer antlers, a black bow tie, and a red monocle.
He smiles a bit and takes it.
"I am not a crafty person in any way. But, I knew a guy."
By a guy I mean the same guy selling them for 30 bucks at the festival I went to with rosie. He's still scared of me. But I payed him this time.  It was worth the smile on Lu's face.
I see tears brim in his eyes and he hugs me.
"I love you..Al.."
I hug him back.
"Je t'aime. Amor." I say, kissing his forehead and pulling him closer.
"You speak french?"
"Not fluently. But enough."
He smiles again. And lays his head on my chest.
"I love you."
"You just want to hear me speak french again.."
He laughs softly, "maybe.."
"Je t'aime, pour toujours. Mon roi."
He looks up at me with love in his eyes.
"Vous êtes toujours en sécurité ici."
"What does that mean?"
"You'll have to figure it out on your own." I answer, kissing his forehead again.
"What..but i cant just figure out that!"
I chuckle.
"Tu es toujours à moi."
"Al.." he mumbles,
"Yes, mon roi?"
"I wanna go back up to heaven for a bit."

Dun dun dunnnnnn!
Anyways for those who aren't billingual, its okay. I've got you babys<3
Je t'aime amor is "I love you, love." (Sounds better in french lol)
Mon roi is "my king."
Pour toujours is "forever" or "always"
Vous êtes toujours en sécurité ici. Is "you are always safe here."
Tu es toujours à moi. Is "you are forever mine."
Love yall!❤️