The sinners secret. {radioapple}

🍎chapter 45🍎

(Lucifers pov)

"And??" I question.
"And you need to eat?!" Al responds.
"I don't fucking want anything!"
"I don't fucking care! Why are you acting like this??" He yells.
"Like what? Hm? Like what!" I yell back.
"Like an asshole! Everyone goes through shit! Stop pushing me away!"
...
"I already said I'm not hungry." I mumble.
"Wait- babe-"
He tries to stop me, but I walk away anyway.
We've been arguing a lot recently.
I step into my office, locking the door behind me.
Sliding down the door, I let the tears flow.
What happened to the happiness.
Why cant I just be happy.

...

I sit with Niffty, helping her fold towels.
"Dear, can we talk. Now." Al asks, walking towards me.
"I'm busy."
"Its important."
I sigh, setting down the towel and standing up.
We walk into another room.
"Are we still going to ozzies tonight?."
"I told fizz we wouldn't miss it."
He sighs.
"If it's to much trouble for you then you don't have to."
"Whats that supposed to mean?"
"I'm just saying. You don't have to."
"Really? Because it seems like you're telling me not to." He says.
"I'm not going to argue with you right now."
I turn to leave.
"Of course. Walk away." He mumbles.
I just walk back into the room and go back to helping Niffty.

...

We sit down across from ozzie and fizz,
"Hey guys!" Fizz says happily.
"Hey fizz."
Silence.
"So uh- how are you guys?" Ozzie asks.
"Fine." Me and Al both say.
Fizz looks at his phone, "oh I better get ready!"
"Goodluck froggy," ozzie says.
They kiss and fizz walks off to the back.
I look down at my hands,
More silence.
"Uhh- so- how is the hotel.."
"It's going well." Al answers.
"Thats lovely!"
"Mhm."
"Is something wrong?" Ozzie asks.
"Not at all!" I answer.
Al looks at me and I look at him.
"Uh...are you sure.."
...
The lights dim and music starts.
Fizz walks onto the stage and starts his performance.

After the performance Al and I say goodbye and head out.
"It looks like its going to rain."
"Well then we'd better get home quicker."
we walk in silence.
A guy rushes by, pushing me into Al.
Al glares at the man.
I back away from him.
And he looks at me.
"Are you okay."
"I'm fine."
"Are you?"
"I said I'm fine!"
"Okay!"
...
"You know what." I mumble. "I'm done."
"What.."
"We're done."
I walk away as the rain begins.