Nanatili akong busy sa ginagawa ko ng mga nagdaang araw bumalik narin ako sa bahay namin ni caden.
Pagkatapos ko sabehin sakanya nong sa celebration ay hindi na kami gaano nag usap
at hindi ko narin naman siya kinukulit.
It's Saturday, and after our last subject, I passed by the music club and saw the door open. My jaw almost dropped at what I saw.
Faye and Xavier were kissing. I couldn't believe what I was seeing.
Is this real?
And what shocked me even more was the person in the distance, who was also inside the music club but hidden. I could clearly see Caden watching where Xavier and Faye were kissing, and I could see the sadness in his eyes as he watched the person he loves kissing someone else.
I'm hurting.
Not because I'm hurt by seeing him in pain, but because I can see in his eyes that he is hurting. He's hurting now.
I'm also hurting because I saw in his eyes how much he really loves Faye and it pains me because I can feel how much it hurts him to see what he's seeing.
Why can't he appreciate how I feel? I'm here, ready to do anything because I love him.
Why can't he see my worth, and only sees my flaws?
It's because he's always focused on Faye, who only sees Xavier.
Agad akong nagtago nang makitang lalabas na siya, at pagkalabas niya ay sinundan ko siya papunta sa parking lot.
naghintay mo na ako na maka sakay siya sa sasakyan niya at bago ako sumakay sasakyan ko at nang umandar ang sasakyan niya paalis ay pina andar kona rin yong akin at sinundan ko ang sasakyan niya at yonh direction nito ay hindi patungo sa direction sa bahay dahil lumiko ito kaya sinundan ko parin kong saan siya patungo hanggang sa huminto siya sa daan na may dagat kaya hininto ko rin ang sasakyan ko na di kalayuan
He got out of his car and just stood there, looking at the sea as if feeling the sea breeze. So I decided to get out too and leaned against my car, just watching him.
While I watched him, I could see from his movements that he seemed deep in thought, probably because of what he saw earlier.
I took the can of Sprite I bought and walked towards him. I took a deep breath before clearing my throat as I got closer and stood beside him. I could feel him glance at me, but my eyes were on the sea. I handed him a can of Sprite.
"Kunin mo" seryoso kong sabi sabay lingon sa kanya, pero nakataas lang ang isang kilay niya habang takang tumingin sa akin.
"What are you doing here?" tanong niya, nanatiling ganoon ang tingin niya sakin.
"Why?, hindi ba ako allowed dito?" naka smirk na sabi ko at hindi parin niya kinuha ang can na sprite na hawak ko. "Nangangalay na ang kamay ko hindi mo parin ba kukunin-"
"Keep that away from me," he interrupted sa sinabi ko. kaya napa rolled ay nalang ako.
"Mas lalo kang nakaka attract kapag ganyan ka, alam mo ba yon" nakangisi ako habang nagsasalita at nakatitig sa kanya, pero napapikit lang siya sa inis. Gustong-gusto ko talaga kapag inaasar ko siya dahil doon lang niya ako napapansin.
"Pero ako, naiinis na ako sa'yo at hindi ko gusto 'yon," inis niyang sabi, pero napangiti lang ako at hinawakan ang kamay niya para kunin ang can soda na hawak ko.
"Pampakalma ng naramdaman," sabi ko at binigyan siya ng matamis na ngiti, pero winakli lang niya ang kamay ko nang tanggapin ang binigay ko.
"Ang sungit talaga ng fianceko," pang-aasar ko, pero mas lalo lang akong nagiging interesado na asarin siya dahil napipikon siya.
