So like i have problems and the world literally doesn't feel real sometimes right and half the time i just sit there wishing that all the pain i've been through was just a nightmare, and this poem is based on that (kind of).
I used to love summer break as well like "Ooh yay summer break lets go" but now it's mostly "oh summer break hmm" like i just feel disconnected from the world and my friends all feel distant and time is moving too fast but slower at the same time and it's just confusing as heck.
Anyway here we are again with me and my depressing 1am poems :P
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Bad Dreams
When I was six
I had a dream where I perished
The cold embrace of death wrapped around me
Waking me from oblivion
"Everything would be okay"
A loved one would tell me
I miss those words like how cracked ground craves cool rain
Because now I sit alone in my room
The dark around me comforting the dark inside me
Now, I hide my pain beneath a fake smile
Crying myself to sleep at night
Wishing that I'll wake up again
And it'll all just be
another
bad
dream.
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Letters To No One
PoetryA poetry/journal book for me so I can get my feelings onto somewhere and not drown in them :D TW: implied suicidal thoughts, body dysmorphia, and possibly others (you've been warned) Don't let other opinions alter your reality ;) Published: Jul 28...
