posting on a tuesday (with homework and a show i could watch) is very unlike me fs. yet here i am. y, u may ask?
tbh, idk
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Drowning
Why is the light off?
Where did everyone go?
Why am I so still?
Unmoving?
Motionless?
One... two...
"Three..." I exhale
Four... five...
Empty
I feel empty
So in the darkness I sit
Held up only by the wall against my back
Cold
Rigid
Nothing like you
How come I can't even let the air in?
Where did this even come from?
This feeling of loneliness
Isolation
Solitude
I stumble back into bed as I try to stand up
Falling
Plummeting
Plunging into water
Fighting my way to the surface of this raging ocean just for you to pull out a gun and place the trigger on my heart
But I smile softly, knowing at least it's over
Because missing you comes down in crashing waves
And tonight, I feel me drown.
YOU ARE READING
Letters To No One
PoetryA poetry/journal book for me so I can get my feelings onto somewhere and not drown in them :D TW: implied suicidal thoughts, body dysmorphia, and possibly others (you've been warned) Don't let other opinions alter your reality ;) Published: Jul 28...
