I hate the anxiety pit in your stomach
also I tried my old poem formatting and its not too bad ig
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If Only
If only I knew this day would come
But I did, didn't I?
I knew the dread was on its way
The familiar bump bump arrived
If only I could go back and prepare myself
But I tried, didn't I?
My tries have never gone far enough
So I'll continue on a fake high
The feeling of crying had long left my body
Leaving the feeling of dying alone
Now all I feel is an oncoming dread
All I want to do is find home
If only I knew what would come of this
But I did, didn't I?
"It's for your own good" my ass because
What good does this do for my mind?
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Letters To No One
PoetryA poetry/journal book for me so I can get my feelings onto somewhere and not drown in them :D TW: implied suicidal thoughts, body dysmorphia, and possibly others (you've been warned) Don't let other opinions alter your reality ;) Published: Jul 28...
