I Suppose

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  people are... interesting sometimes.

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I Suppose
I hear my heartbeat loud in my ears
A message; a warning
I feel the tidal wave of anger, jealousy, and sadness
And think, why me?

I suppose that it's my fault
I suppose it's unfair to believe that you should love me, even with my flaws
Just because I love you with yours
I suppose it's stupid to believe you'd love me at all
I suppose that I can't really be surprised
I should know by now: there are more options than me
Easier options than me
Better options than me

And you can't hide from a pain you knew was coming
You can't fight in a battle that you're fighting alone
You can't tear down the walls you put up
And not expect someone to remind you why you built them in the first place

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