lunch, caitlin clark

27 | 4 weeks before

lol pls love me

Heartbreak is something that you should see coming. It's a thing that you feel happening.

Whether it be the drawing back of someone in your life. Someone dies. Or maybe you let yourself down. There are many ways to get there and I should have been paying attention to see it coming.

Let me take you on a journey into how my own heart was shattered. It took several things but I'm sure we can hit them all on the way.

Ready yourself. It might take a while to build up to it. Find your seatbelt and buckle it right now. Or else.

friday | march 8 | big ten tournament

We just played our first game of the tournament and it went really good. I had 21 points so I was decently proud of it. Not to mention the fact that everyone else played an awesome game.

Jada and I are in our room because the coaches didn't want Caitlin and I to be together. Which in sight of recent events is so fair.

Tonight we were told to not leave the hotel room that we were given. Which I don't think anyone is crazy enough to anyways.

I mean, we just played our first of hopefully many games to come. Tomorrow we have another and technically we should win but you shouldn't ever go into a game with that mindset.

Jada is helping me work my knee and leg out because it's pretty sore. She's putting icy hot on it and massaging it like the angel she is.

"Thank you for this. It's been bugging me for a week."

"No worries. I know you'd do the same if I needed it. Plus we need one of our star players in tip top shape."

I smile at her and she looks up at me to give me one back. Then she just gets back to work on my leg. Honestly it feels so much better now.

Since another game is tomorrow and so many more to follow it's good to try and work all the kinks out as soon as possible.

When she's done she comes to sit beside me in the bed so we can watch tv. It's pretty late and we're way past the time the coaches told us to be asleep but oh well.

My eyes start to droop and I fall asleep a little before 1 a.m. 

As I wake up I realize that it's still dark out. My phone buzzing woke me up and I flip it over to see who's texting me so early.

I also glance at the time and realize that it's 5 a.m. So much for getting a good nights rest before the next game.

Caitlin texted me and I immediately open it up.

my loser
hey
can you come out here when you
wake up. i need you.

goddess
i'm up
where and when

my loser
right now. kate is swapping me
so that we can talk.

goddess
alright
i'll leave the door open for her
jadas asleep tell her to be
quiet as fuck

my loser
i will.
she said she'd be like a ninja.

goddess
of course she did
on my way now

my loser
good

I head over to her room and tuck Jada in with the blanket. Kate can be a blanket hog so no way am I going to set her up easily for that.