This is so random, but I had to admit it as well. I'm envious of how my neighbor seems to have many friends going in and out of their house. I'm envious that he has his own bike to go out. While here I am, sitting and writing about my envious thoughts. Well, it's funny now, though. Like, what the hell is this envy? It's caused nothing but negativity for me.
I can't control what they have, but what I need to control is my thoughts about them. The fact is that I don't even need to have a thought and make judgments about them. But we're human, we do that every now and then. At least now I'm more aware of it than before. I should stop envying. Well, I'm going to search now as well for ways to stop being envious.
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10000 THOUGHTS
Non-FictionThought crisis of an eighteen years old. Not poor and not rich, yet rich. Part 1 out of 50.
